****. Today was the first day I've worked with my crush in a few weeks. It was kind of awkward, for me at least. Since we've hardly spoken via text over the last few days, I decided that I would pretend I haven't noticed and just kind of pay no attention to him. We worked on different ends of the store anyway, so it was fairly easy. He approached me when I came in and seemed happy to see me. I played the coldhearted bitch and kept the conversation brief, and didn't really speak to him throughout the night other than the occasional "hello" and "what's up". All this time, I was thinking that we work together tomorrow, so I could "make up" for it. But I just found out that I was wrong this whole time.
It's getting so hard not saying anything. I just want to ****ing confess my feelings and see what happens.
