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Originally posted by Hard Candy
No wonder rapeisalive has disappeared. He probably climbed the mountain.
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LOL. I don't even mind that you spelled my old screenname wrong. You think I'm that big of a Usher fan lol. I even seen the comments where even Travis said that I'm actually upset about Usher having an all ladies concert so upset that I would think about having a sex change. **** no I love being a man and I ain't going to no ****in Usher concert unless I got a girl and I'm trying to get some ***** and get it quick. I mean pop/r&b ain't my main genre, my main genre is hip hop period my i-pod is full of it. Usher is one of the few pop artists I listen to along with Michael Jackson and Justin Timberlake that's it. I mean don't get me wrong the boy Ush a legend and I know his album went platinum in the U.S. this week and all and his music has always been good but I'm nowhere near obsessed with him. I could give a damn how well my favorite artists' hits do on the charts nowofdays. I'm doing so well I could give a damn about anybody else the only one I give a damn about is myself. So I love the insults cause it gives me something to do when I'm bored and just poke some fun at it. Also I'd like to explain to you how good I'm doing in one simple quote "I'm certified certainly them comments ain't hurting me" lol. Yeah I got all I need now I got my women, my dawgs, my education all I'm missing is a career and a bunch of dough (cash) lol. Not to mention I got my other stuff that makes me happy (weed and alchohal) but we won't get into that lol. Nothing you guys can say can hurt me anymore period. My swag is real high right now it can't be destroyed I swear I feel really good about myself that I don't think any real emotional breakdowns are in my near future. I'm an independent grown ass man and I love my life. So that's an update on myself. So ATRL WHAT UP WHAT'S HAAPENIN? (I spelled that wrong on purpose lol) Cause not only have I noticed all the comments about me I've also noticed that some of the comments on this site have been just as foolish as Shawty Lo. And yeah I'll admit that I've talked trash about you guys for a while for example on MTV.com "Damn you Britney Spears stans sound just like all those ******s on ATRL glad I left there though I can't stand gay forums especially being a straight dude" or something like that. But now it's not worth discussion anymore ATRL our beef with each other doesn't deserve discussion it's like the T.I. and Shawty Lo one. So with that being said I left this forum because it just ain't me like the other forums I blog on now like ESPN, XXL Mag, Defsounds,etc. Usually sites about hip hop. (I've also made video blogs like I posted one on youtube saying that my Lions would win 11 games or something this year. Yeah that was stupid I should of known that defense was going to be terrible lol.) And that was just the thing ATRL I was too urban and too straightforward for you guys. So some of the comments I've made in the past weren't me it was just a person I acted out to see if I could belong but it just didn't work out. Not to mention my name isn't Ben at all I just played along with it however it will be a name I'll seriously think about giving to my first born child (no I don't have one on the way lol). ATRL I don't hate you guys but at the same time I don't have no love for you guys either so I'll probably never let you guys know who I actually really am. Now I don't want to have this comment take **** off subject and I know **** like this should be posted in a blog. And this can be moved to the No Holds Barred thread or whatever. But I thought I would just give an update on how I feel. And lately I feel great. Now ATRL this might be the final goodbye. And uh that's just it this might be the final goodbye I don't have any regrets lol. And I love it.