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Originally posted by Digital
I'm hoping that it isn't the case but I feel, just based on what you've said, that it was him pretending to be his mom. No matter if that is or isn't the case, the good thing is that you didn't stay attached and you continued to go out with other guys during these past weeks. Like, the fact that he has access to his phone and isn't attempting to get in touch with me in any capacity at all would make me forget about him and not even care to find out if the text thing was just him bsing or not.
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true, i lowkey in the beginning forced myself to keep start talking to guys and go on dates because it just... they didn't feel like him, y'know that feeling? but i did and i actually had a good time. granted, no 2nd dates happened or anything and they pretty much never returned my texts (
) but still, it's something and a start.
& true, i just want to see if my replies to my grindr message by tomorrow. if he doesn't, then i'm finally getting over him and deleting our text message thread (that i still kept all this time because i just, at night before i sleep i would look at the pics and facetime screenshots we had of each other and dream of him
) but no ****ing more. just know if it was all bulshit, ima text his damn number wheither if he has his phone or not and go off.
god, 2016 was supposed to be the year of fun and dating and hopefully relationships. 5 months in and ive been... just a mess
