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Originally posted by smmann
I'm 20 years old, I don't know my biological father is. I'm gay. I was beat up, tormented in high school for it. My parents (mom and stepdad who's been in my life for 17 years) are getting a divorce right now. I'm transferring to a different college next year. I am STRESSED beyond belief, and I've done horrible things to compensate for my ****** life.
I never used to smoke/drink, I do now. I have sex.... a lot. I'm starting to think I'm a ****. I've had sex with 5 different guys, all protected. But I've done.. ahem, other things, with 15 guys. I had a threesome for the first time last night. No penetration or anything and I didn't even finish, but I still feel kind of like ****.
My life just feels like a train wreck right now. I don't know who I am anymore, and it feels good to be able to say that to people I don't know.
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I'm sorry to hear all that
You've got to start helping yourself out and getting your life back on track, others can support you through the process but only you can make it happen.
Life's a bitch, I think we can ALL agree on that but you know you're worth more than what your current situation is