[C/H/A/N/E/L]

My 7-year-old cousin told me I was a waste of life. Where did this bitch learn that ****?

[P!nk]

Originally posted by Love ♥

My 7-year-old cousin told me I was a waste of life. Where did this bitch learn that ****?

Ahh well, they know nothing at that age Keep your head up.

[Doc]

Robbie, what's going on with you lately?

[C/H/A/N/E/L]

The vodka or the mental instability?

[Brite Lites ☆]

Originally posted by Love ♥

My 7-year-old cousin told me I was a waste of life. Where did this bitch learn that ****?

One day my 6-years old brother told me: "Kill yourself ***"

[Doc]

Originally posted by Love ♥

The vodka or the mental instability?

I mean, start wherever.

[P!nk]

Originally posted by Brite Lites ☆

One day my 6-years old brother told me: "Kill yourself ***"

Where are these kids learning all this from these days? I never told someone to kill themselves AT LEAST until I was 14

[DvnR]

Originally posted by Brite Lites ☆

One day my 6-years old brother told me: "Kill yourself ***"

If my younger brother told that to anyone, he'd get his ass in a **** load of trouble by our parents. That **** is not okay.

[C/H/A/N/E/L]

Originally posted by Doc

I mean, start wherever.

Well, about a month ago, I signed up for group therapy after my individual therapist suggested it. I was under the impression it was a "process" group, where we can actually discuss **** about our lives. I used to cut (There was a big spike in that from November 2010 to April 2011), and drink. Nearly killed myself with sleeping pills (And Lewymocha said I was lying about that, though I wasn't. I feel I am past (Passed?) that part of my life, and I am open about that).
Turns out the group therapy is a "skills" group where we mostly have to shut the **** up and pretend it's school for 90 minutes every Thursday. I made friends with the people of the group (Jordan, a girl; Jade, Deja, Dominick and Declan; this was all against the rules, but I didn't give a ****), and I hung out at the mall with Jordan and Dominick last Friday. The day before that, the group therapy Thursday, Jordan was apparently high when she came to group, and I was hyper because I literally ate like 5 big-ass bags of gummy worms, and we were all being crazy. Add a high girl and a hyper boy (both who have A.D.D., at that), and you get a mess. The group therapy counselors basically kicked all 6 of us out that day and said we'd meet the next day.
I've been drinking for no very good reason, whatsoever. I miss Kimmie, a lot.
So today, I believe this was session 5 of 14, Declan and Jade were no-shows for the therapy. The remaining four of us (Jordan, Deja, Dominick and I) were acting crazy again. They told us to take a 10 minute break, and so the four of us ran around the block. Dominick and Jordan were trying to get cigarettes from people, but that never happened. She was also battling her ex via texting the whole time, while raging about it to us.
We got in trouble with the counselors because we weren't supposed to leave the building.
After that, Jessica and Claudia (the group counselors) decided this was the wrong kind of group therapy for this group of kids, so Deja, Dominick, Jordan and I are kicked out. Declan and Jade might stay; we don't know.
And that's been pretty much it.

[Hoetenks]

Originally posted by DvnR

If my younger brother told that to anyone, he'd get his ass in a **** load of trouble by our parents. That **** is not okay.

!!!

Some children nowadays get away with too much

[Hoetenks]

Originally posted by Love ♥

Well, about a month ago, I signed up for group therapy after my individual therapist suggested it. I was under the impression it was a "process" group, where we can actually discuss **** about our lives. I used to cut (There was a big spike in that from November 2010 to April 2011), and drink. Nearly killed myself with sleeping pills (And Lewymocha said I was lying about that, though I wasn't. I feel I am past (Passed?) that part of my life, and I am open about that).
Turns out the group therapy is a "skills" group where we mostly have to shut the **** up and pretend it's school for 90 minutes every Thursday. I made friends with the people of the group (Jordan, a girl; Jade, Deja, Dominick and Declan; this was all against the rules, but I didn't give a ****), and I hung out at the mall with Jordan and Dominick last Friday. The day before that, the group therapy Thursday, Jordan was apparently high when she came to group, and I was hyper because I literally ate like 5 big-ass bags of gummy worms, and we were all being crazy. Add a high girl and a hyper boy (both who have A.D.D., at that), and you get a mess. The group therapy counselors basically kicked all 6 of us out that day and said we'd meet the next day.
I've been drinking for no very good reason, whatsoever. I miss Kimmie, a lot.
So today, I believe this was session 5 of 14, Declan and Jade were no-shows for the therapy. The remaining four of us (Jordan, Deja, Dominick and I) were acting crazy again. They told us to take a 10 minute break, and so the four of us ran around the block. Dominick and Jordan were trying to get cigarettes from people, but that never happened. She was also battling her ex via texting the whole time, while raging about it to us.
We got in trouble with the counselors because we weren't supposed to leave the building.
After that, Jessica and Claudia (the group counselors) decided this was the wrong kind of group therapy for this group of kids, so Deja, Dominick, Jordan and I are kicked out. Declan and Jade might stay; we don't know.
And that's been pretty much it.

Well if u dont think the group therapy was going anywhere then maybe it's for the best u won't be in that anymore. Do u no if u'll be goin into a different type of group therapy or if that is it completely done?

[C/H/A/N/E/L]

Originally posted by Hoetenks

Well if u dont think the group therapy was going anywhere then maybe it's for the best u won't be in that anymore. Do u no if u'll be goin into a different type of group therapy or if that is it completely done?

Probably done for good. At least I'm not breaking any rules anymore if I hang out with Jordan. :haha:

[Doc]

Originally posted by Love ♥

Well, about a month ago, I signed up for group therapy after my individual therapist suggested it. I was under the impression it was a "process" group, where we can actually discuss **** about our lives. I used to cut (There was a big spike in that from November 2010 to April 2011), and drink. Nearly killed myself with sleeping pills (And Lewymocha said I was lying about that, though I wasn't. I feel I am past (Passed?) that part of my life, and I am open about that).
Turns out the group therapy is a "skills" group where we mostly have to shut the **** up and pretend it's school for 90 minutes every Thursday. I made friends with the people of the group (Jordan, a girl; Jade, Deja, Dominick and Declan; this was all against the rules, but I didn't give a ****), and I hung out at the mall with Jordan and Dominick last Friday. The day before that, the group therapy Thursday, Jordan was apparently high when she came to group, and I was hyper because I literally ate like 5 big-ass bags of gummy worms, and we were all being crazy. Add a high girl and a hyper boy (both who have A.D.D., at that), and you get a mess. The group therapy counselors basically kicked all 6 of us out that day and said we'd meet the next day.
I've been drinking for no very good reason, whatsoever. I miss Kimmie, a lot.
So today, I believe this was session 5 of 14, Declan and Jade were no-shows for the therapy. The remaining four of us (Jordan, Deja, Dominick and I) were acting crazy again. They told us to take a 10 minute break, and so the four of us ran around the block. Dominick and Jordan were trying to get cigarettes from people, but that never happened. She was also battling her ex via texting the whole time, while raging about it to us.
We got in trouble with the counselors because we weren't supposed to leave the building.
After that, Jessica and Claudia (the group counselors) decided this was the wrong kind of group therapy for this group of kids, so Deja, Dominick, Jordan and I are kicked out. Declan and Jade might stay; we don't know.
And that's been pretty much it.

Oh, erm, wow.

Regarding the group therapy thing, maybe it's a good thing they kicked y'all out. Looks like it was doing more harm than good. Y'all need a real therapy group that actually helps. That one just sounds like a waste of money. And it sounds like it introduced you to bad influences. Getting high, cigarettes, drinking... you don't need to be doing any of that trash. What you should be doing is focusing on making yourself better and focusing on your studies. JMO.

[C/H/A/N/E/L]

Originally posted by Doc

Oh, erm, wow.

Regarding the group therapy thing, maybe it's a good thing they kicked y'all out. Looks like it was doing more harm than good. Y'all need a real therapy group that actually helps. That one just sounds like a waste of money. And it sounds like it introduced you to bad influences. Getting high, cigarettes, drinking... you don't need to be doing any of that trash. What you should be doing is focusing on making yourself better and focusing on your studies. JMO.

I didn't get high, I haven't smoked a cigarette yet (Jordan and Dominick do; I don't), and I drank before this.
And really, it would've been a waste of money, but I'm funded by the government or some **** because I'm a foster child? That's how it was explained to me.
My studies are ****. School is ****. Homophobes and closet-homophobe teachers barely doing anything to help.

[Doc]

Originally posted by P!nk

Where are these kids learning all this from these days? I nevertold someone to kill themselves AT LEAST until I was 14

I don't think I've ever told anyone to kill themselves before. I mean, I know I've said stuff like "Jump off a cliff" or "Die in a fire" (and I almost always say it in the acronym, even out loud ), but "Kill yourself" lacks any kind of humor and just sounds really, really horrible to me.

[Hoetenks]

Originally posted by Doc

Oh, erm, wow.

Regarding the group therapy thing, maybe it's a good thing they kicked y'all out. Looks like it was doing more harm than good. Y'all need a real therapy group that actually helps. That one just sounds like a waste of money. And it sounds like it introduced you to bad influences. Getting high, cigarettes, drinking... you don't need to be doing any of that trash. What you should be doing is focusing on making yourself better and focusing on your studies. JMO.

Yeah, i'd be kicking the drink as well. Iirc, alcohol is a depressant. It mite feel good to drink vodka and all but it's got a good risk of spirallin and making things worse

[C/H/A/N/E/L]

Originally posted by Doc

I don't think I've ever told anyone to kill themselves before. I mean, I know I've said stuff like "Jump off a cliff" or "Die in a fire" (and I almost always say it in the acronym, even out loud ), but "Kill yourself" lacks any kind of humor and just sounds really, really horrible to me.

A kid I used to go to school with (she was in my grade last year) was told to jump off a cliff as a joke. She jumped off a building the next weekend.

[P!nk]

Originally posted by Doc

I don't think I've ever told anyone to kill themselves before. I mean, I know I've said stuff like "Jump off a cliff" or "Die in a fire" (and I almost always say it in the acronym, even out loud ), but "Kill yourself" lacks any kind of humor and just sounds really, really horrible to me.

Yeah, I haven't either. It was just my humour miserably failing

[Doc]

Originally posted by Love ♥

I didn't get high, I haven't smoked a cigarette yet (Jordan and Dominick do; I don't), and I drank before this.
And really, it would've been a waste of money, but I'm funded by the government or some **** because I'm a foster child? That's how it was explained to me.
My studies are ****. School is ****. Homophobes and closet-homophobe teachers barely doing anything to help.

Even if you don't, it's still best to cut out those who do from your life. Especially when you're own life isn't to great as it is atm. Oh, so the government is paying for the therapy?
And there's no excuse. Many schools suck. Many schools are filled with students who are completely and utterly shameless douches. Many schools are filled with subpar teachers. But that just means that you're going to have to be that much more pro-active and make an effort to still do well in school. Because at the end of the day, when high school is all over, and you're out in the real world, all you're going to have is your education.

[P!nk]

Originally posted by Love ♥

A kid I used to go to school with (she was in my grade last year) was told to jump off a cliff as a joke. She jumped off a building the next weekend.

At least it wasn't a cliff?