[Joyride]

I want my legs to look like I play rugby. is that too much?

[Satan]

Originally posted by Guernica

http://atrl.net/forums/showthread.ph...27260#33927260

interesting

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Ryan

I can gay it up a bit. Haven't dated a girl since like the end of 2013. Been really into one specific guy since then. Kinda dated around a bit but nothing serious. Only room for one in my heart.

me too...i can't get over his bones, that smile...nobody will ever take his place....

[Doc Xoce]

wait till all my x boyfriends/girlfriends calculate their receipts and call me out for being bisexual lol

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Satan

something is amiss here

[Guernica]

Originally posted by accelgors

something is amiss here

something...is indeed amiss

[Satan]

Originally posted by Joaquin

I want my legs to look like I play rugby. is that too much?

Originally posted by accelgors

something is amiss here

i was being facecious

[Guernica]

[Doc Xoce]

I think I suffer from anorexia

not the actual physical characteristics but the mental ones. I always feel like I could trim off a few pounds when I look in the mirror. However, I'm starting to realize that EVERYONE weighs more than me, even the ones who are my height & shorter. Hell, even the girls weigh more.

Just yesterday my sister's boyfriend told me he was 160 lbs and he is the exact same height as me. I shied away from telling him my weight (128 lbs). It's weird. I'm not proud of my weight but gaining a few pounds would take a toll on my confidence.

really weird, idgi. I think this topic is too personal for this thread though, lol. I always jokingly bring it up but I'm starting to think that I genuinely have issues. I'm 5'9 by the way.

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Ryan

Aw. Crush? Ex?

skeleton

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Legit

I think I suffer from anorexia

not the actual physical characteristics but the mental ones. I always feel like I could trim off a few pounds when I look in the mirror. However, I'm starting to realize that EVERYONE weighs more than me, even the ones who are my height & shorter. Hell, even the girls weigh more.

Just yesterday my sister's boyfriend told me he was 160 lbs and he is the exact same height as me. I shied away from telling him my weight (128 lbs). It's weird. I'm not proud of my weight but gaining a few pounds would take a toll on my confidence.

really weird, idgi. I think this topic is too personal for this thread though, lol. I always jokingly bring it up but I'm starting to think that I genuinely have issues. I'm 5'9 by the way.

i don't think it's quite anorexia at this stage, but it still doesn't sound healthy. i know how body insecurities feel, though, and i know it's hard to get over them even if they're totally irrational. so...not sure what you should do honestly

[Guernica]

Originally posted by Legit

I think I suffer from anorexia

not the actual physical characteristics but the mental ones. I always feel like I could trim off a few pounds when I look in the mirror. However, I'm starting to realize that EVERYONE weighs more than me, even the ones who are my height & shorter. Hell, even the girls weigh more.

Just yesterday my sister's boyfriend told me he was 160 lbs and he is the exact same height as me. I shied away from telling him my weight (128 lbs). It's weird. I'm not proud of my weight but gaining a few pounds would take a toll on my confidence.

really weird, idgi. I think this topic is too personal for this thread though, lol. I always jokingly bring it up but I'm starting to think that I genuinely have issues. I'm 5'9 by the way.

maybe body dysmorphic disorder? It's when people believe that they have physical flaws that they don't actually have. it might just be regular old insecurity though. body dysmorphic disorder is pretty severe and normally ends up in people self harming and getting extensive plastic surgery so

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Ryan

Sounds like body dysmorphia. Is there anyone you can talk to about this?

And it's not too personal. I talk about my depression and anxiety in here. We all talk personal stuff. Don't feel like you can't share.

trust me legit i'm the king of oversharing and i definitely won't judge you and i doubt anyone else will either

[Satan]

Originally posted by accelgors

skeleton

i can't with u

ik everyone here is used to this,
but this skeleton thing always gets me

[RatedG²]

Originally posted by Legit

I think I suffer from anorexia

not the actual physical characteristics but the mental ones. I always feel like I could trim off a few pounds when I look in the mirror. However, I'm starting to realize that EVERYONE weighs more than me, even the ones who are my height & shorter. Hell, even the girls weigh more.

Just yesterday my sister's boyfriend told me he was 160 lbs and he is the exact same height as me. I shied away from telling him my weight (128 lbs). It's weird. I'm not proud of my weight but gaining a few pounds would take a toll on my confidence.

really weird, idgi. I think this topic is too personal for this thread though, lol. I always jokingly bring it up but I'm starting to think that I genuinely have issues. I'm 5'9 by the way.

Yeah what others have said, could be BDD. But looking at your weight and height, you're right about normal but definitely on the underweight side. But it's still somewhat normal so you're okay!

[accelgors]

"Eric Burdon, lead singer of the Animals, claims to be the 'Eggman' mentioned in the song's lyric. Burdon was known as 'Eggs' to his friends, the nickname originating from his fondness for breaking eggs over naked women's bodies."

oh yeah same i do that all the time

[lancelovesgaga]

i wanna make youtube videos

[Doc Xoce]

Yeah, I don't think it's that serious but it's kind of always lingering in my mind. It's really strange because I come from a really big boned, european family where nobody really weighs less than 170+ pounds, majority 200+.

I really do stick out during family events. I really doubt it's just a "good" metabolism because I often skip meals if I'm feeling a bit husky that day (I can usually tell by the way my belt fits on my waist).

I hope I just get over it at some point in my life (but not actually gain weight?) lol wow

[accelgors]

Originally posted by Satan

i can't with u

ik everyone here is used to this,
but this skeleton thing always gets me

i just have the ability to be completely unashamed of who i am and what i like :3

[6 Apple St]

I kinda want to see how far my finger will bend but I'm afraid I might break it.

****ing Squirrels. Always the downer.