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Originally posted by Midnight
Right? It's a horrible feeling but it feels good at the same time. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I don't think he'll ever want me around again, tho.
What happened between you guys?
I'm gonna go listen to Bey's cover of that song right now. ![cries](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v232/korn0818/ATRLSmilies/45ab1e3e.gif)
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I know !!!
![weeps](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v232/korn0818/ATRLSmilies/52b0f867.gif)
Sometimes when I sit and just reminisce about our old times , I forget that it's over and that we're not together anymore cause every memorie seems to be so fresh and alive,you know what I mean? ( I hope I don't sound weird) He was my first boyfriend ,we were together for 6 years and 5 months ago we had dinner and he told me he's gonna go to military for 10+ years. He already had signed all the papers. I was completly shocked because he never ever told me what his plans are. He didn't even aks for my opinion. He sat there and said :" I don't want to now what kind of opinion you have if you're not ok with that you can leave the doors are open." I felt like a freakin' idiot in the middle of this restaurant so I left. He's gonna leave the country in a week. Now that I write everything down I get more and more emotional
![weeps](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v232/korn0818/ATRLSmilies/52b0f867.gif)
I love him so much, it consumes me. What happened between you guys?