****ing a sheep for all I care.
He looks like one too + had a severe depression he would sometimes admit having and sometimes deny and blame me for it when I brought it up. I was also the only one who knew about it so his friends basically thought I was crazy whenever they saw him flip his **** towards me when really they didn't know ****. Basically, he can't rely on his friends either and is still ****ed up in the head. He says he's happier than ever now, but he was a drug addict before me. I tried to help him with his depression and offered him but half of the time it was my fault and he wouldn't even have a depression if I weren't in the picture according to him. That's so much stress to put on someone, telling them you're the reason for your mental health. (He was abused in the past and never wanted to see a psychologist for it).
I was sooo confused and frustrated by this trying to help but I woke up one day and just stopped caring telling him to go ahead and go for a succesful suicide attempt and he basically called me the worst names ever and even threatened to leak the nudes I sent him he asked for, not even bothering to leave out my face simply because I didn't even think about ever breaking up. When I tried to counter him with a bluff saying I would leak his, he replied that he ALWAYS made sure his face wasn't on the picture. Filthy ass fake hoe, lol. I blocked him.
Good riddance bitch
I'm SO happy I got rid of him. I'm working on myself and spending time and working towards becoming the person I wanna be. I would never have been truly happy if I had stayed with him since I basically sacrificed myself for him and the worst part was that he didn't even see it. All he did was blame me for things more and more.
I don't have much experience with mental persons though, maybe some of you can weigh in on this.
I think being happy with me more important than what he's doing.