I'm pretty sure it's my choice. I can have any feminine bottom to my liking here, but considering the stress and bullsh*t of my last relationship, 2014 will be about me, my money, and personal goals. Love can wait, especially since I'm only 21. I've also learned I'm just not ready to fully love someone else because there are plenty of things in the way of giving my all and all of me to another boy. I also choose to believe I need to grow up a bit and analyze + change a few of my habits. I'm also not going to get into a relationship just because there are moments of loneliness; that usually ends up in you relying on someone else to make you happy, which is a mistake I regrettably have done in the past. & now I'm blabbing lol
1) I wouldn't stand anyone interfering with my life all the time
2) Everytime I like someone I can't just tell them and they stay completely oblivious (I have internal panic attacks when with them and I'm sure it's recognizable, so I just seem weird and they want me to **** off)
3) There was only one person that has actually liked me, but he was falling in love with half of girls in his life so that was pretty lame and upsetting.
i dont want to get into it. for the past month or so i just havent cared about having a relationship. i dont care anymore. when it will happen it will happen i guess
1. I'm shy
2. No one likes me
3. The few people that like me live 3732534 miles away
4. The few people that like me and live close to me, I don't feel attracted to
