When I was 5 my older brother would have some of his friends and teammates stay the night at our house. There was this one guy who I got pretty close to, like kids do, I guess? You know, he'd play with me, fake wrestle, bring me candy and stuff like that every time he'd stay. Which, was pretty much everyday. I mean, he was like 13, so. It was like he lived there. Anyway, one night I just got out of bed and went into the living room, woke him up, and asked if I could sleep with him cause I had a bad dream. So, I got on the couch and cuddled with him, and this pretty much happened every time he stayed. I'd always try to sleep on the couch with him. Which, my family never really said anything about cause they all knew I was fond of him. I remember asking my mom if they thought it was weird how I always wanted to be with him, and she just told me that it was normal for a child my age to get close to someone. I went with it. Ugh, if only I could go back to those days.
He's like 26 and moved.
But, ever since then I've just always felt attracted to guys.
you never found yourself attracted to a girl?
Like, boobs got me hard as **** & everything. Then I got obsessed with searching if other Ds are bigger or smaller than mine & ended up looking at men in ****. Eventually it started to turn me on.
) wallpaper on my mom's best friend's daughter's desktop. Every time she wasn't home I'd go to her computer and stare. 
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