Okay so lemme spill. Right now I'm a junior in HS, and I'm still in the closet as a forewarning. There's this BEAUTIFUL guy that has been in my french class for three years in a row but I've never really talked to him. Maybe like twice ever.
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But this year I've found myself crushing on him HARD. Like he is just so hot and I just
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And I think he's gay, like 95% sure, but I'm still too shy. He's into photography, he dresses really nicely and takes good care of himself, he stans for Lana just like moi, and I can just tell it in his voice.
Luckily I have a few mutual friends with him so I really could easily get to him but I'm just so shy. Every single day in french we catch each other staring at each other and it's so awkward and tense but in a really hot way. I'll look at him and he'll look at me before I can look away and then a few minutes later I'll catch him peeking. LorD that boy
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So I could either befriend him by myself and maybe eventually try to get into a secret relationship, as neither of us are out yet (if he's gay, which
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) or I could come out like (I'm planning on it soon anyway and make it just a biT easier for me and for him to get the hint. God I'm so thirsty. Sorry for ranting
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