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Originally posted by BoyOnBoy Wonder
The fact that 30 people voted yes tho.
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I totally voted yes. I never believed in being born gay before, and spent much of my life fighting it up until a few months ago. I didn't ask for this, it just is: I was born gay.
I even dated a girl last year :\. Horrible and I feel bad about it even now. Thinking about my life in the future as a gay man makes me mostly sad because there's a big void. When you are straight, everything seems planned for you. You become an adult, you fall in love, you have sex, make children, spend 20 years raising them, grow old, enjoy life, and die.
I feel like sometimes all I have as a gay man is to become an adult->die();.
I know it's not the best perspective, but it's a perspective that was manifested from the fact that I simply cannot control my sexual orientation, even if I do not want to be this way.