[Invisible]

Try maybe making your myspace private and taking you cousin and sister and any other relatives off your friends list...That would probably stop them.

[xoxokely]

OMG...i hope you feel better soon Kevin, i feel so bad for u

and you're not mentally retarted for God's sake!

[Departure]

No no no...it's not that. According to my mom and brother and everyone else in my family posting a picture like this...



or....



IS NOT NORMAL.

I don't get it. These aren't bad at all. I was just having fun. These were almost as bad as they got. Like I don't get it.

I have to pretend I'm not 21 now....according to my family. I have to be 15 until I move out. I can't have freedom to do what I want. BUT.....

According to ONE OF my friends, those pictures weren't right...I asked another one of my cousin what she thought about this whole situation since she lives in a diff. state right now so I wonder what she'll say. If she has a problem with this....then I guess I was re.tarded.

[xoxokely]

that's hot...but for your family it's not....and still OMG THAT'S HOT

[Departure]

Kely I don't need that. Maybe they are right. I want to know if these pictures are bad. According to my family these pictures are. But if you are saying "That's Hot" maybe they are right. Like what if my friends and family that I KNOW saw these kind of pictures? I understand you think they are hot....but I don't personally know you.

[xoxokely]

^but I'm just telling my comment...and I cant believe your family says that it's hot...and it's hot

[xoxokely]

and according to your pictures you friend said it was not right....people dont have same comments and everything on their mind, if that's what he think, then that's what he think...

[Departure]

.....You don't understand Kely. What would your parents or friends you know personally if they saw a picture of you half naked with barely any thing on? Well according to my family posting shirtless pictures is bad. I don't get that part but whatever.

Now I have to pretend I'm 15 now

I can't drink, can't smoke, can't look up ****, can't have sex, can't have suggestive images. I have to be this perfect person now.

Starting now I have to act 15. So I should start talking like a 15 year old now. Hmmm I need help how does a 15 year old act/talk?

[xoxokely]

I can't drink, can't smoke, can't look up ****, can't have sex, can't have suggestive images. < this is horrible

now i get you Kevin, and me, if that happened to me, i will really feel so bad, of course this people know you and seeing you half naked is really bad and i cant imagine what would they think if they see me in a photograph like that. I cant take it if they see me doing that i would be really ashamed

[Departure]

I dunno....I deleted all my pictures from Myspace AGAIN. I posted a bulletion asking this....

Before I get into this whole debate that is going with my family right now which on my behalf...I feel bad. I'm not treating my family right...but that's because of the issue I'm having right now...

I need your honest opinion. Do you care what I do on here even though I'm 21? Like for example...my pictures. That is why my family blew up. They saw my pictures and went crazy. Now I am 21 remember this. But...since when is a shirtless pictures a crime? I need your opinion...what do you feel or think or say when you see me doing this? Do you hate it? Do you not care? Do you just ignore it since it's not your life. Do you get a bad impression of me?

And another thing....about my blogs. Should I be posting stuff like this? My family saw this too and got on my neck for saying how I felt. And the funny thing (not really) but my family is making me more depressed by treating me like I'm 15 and not 21

Or maybe I'm just blind. Maybe posting pictures like that gives off a bad impression of who I am. Maybe I don't know anything.

So thanks....just please I need an honest opinion from someone who isn't breathing on my neck 24/7. I just don't get why posting shirtless pictures is horrible sins for a 21. And plus...my pictures weren't that bad were they? If they were....tell me. I honestly didn't see anything wrong with them. Yes I had more than 5 up that were like all the same...but I was just having fun i.e. my face expressions.

[xoxokely]

face it....acting like you are younger than yourself is horible, it's so hard to be the person you are not...like me, no one can make me stop going at clubs, drinking, too bad im back at smoking (eeew), and of course stop having sex....i cant do that

[xoxokely]

for at 21-YO guy like you, it's not bad or horrible (but your parents still have a point)...and there's nothing bad in those pictures (personaly, it's more of crazy than seductive...nothing so ****ish)

[Departure]

Right...they are weird pictures. They are crazy. But my parents are being over protective. But I'll just wait and see what my other friends say about this. Maybe they will think the same. And my mom said posting pictures like that makes people assume I'm gay. And of course she says I'm going in the wrong direction and I should be going toward girls. But at this point I don't want a girlfriend anymore

[xoxokely]

^if you dont want girls...then don't....its your life
even it's your mom (though you need to follow her) she cant make you something your not...and besides you're already 21...

[Departure]

Yeah....I just wish I could move out. I understand her point of view but I'm 21. I just don't get why I can't do what I want when I'm this old. Just wait....when I'm 28 she'll be calling me up saying...

"Why are you posting that shirtless picture at the beach....like omg...omg....that is just wrong"

[Departure]

I just don't get it....I am confused. I don't get why I can't post three shirtless pictures where you can't even see my belly button in them....

I am going to school...I dont' drink....I don't smoke, let alone smoke weed in the backroom (), I don't go around looking for sex, I don't swear in front of people, I am a great person to be with, I have a job...I am a manager there. I manage many shifts sometimes, I work with lot's of money. But yet....posting three shirtless pictures between my belly button and nipples makes me a bad person. Thre rest of the shirtless pictures you could barely even see my nipples. I wouldn't even consider them bad. You guys saw them in the PYP thread, so you would understand. I understand I'm in my parent's house but reason why I'm fighting against this is because I don't get why they are taking this it this far.

They took my computer away last night but I got it back thanks to....

"I will not do my HW unless it's done on my computer. I guess I'll have to fail all my classes cause I"m not going to use the computer at school."

I think I'm going a little personal on this blog right now....just a little tad. But whatever. If there is one person who could help me right now it's God. I need an answer from him wondering if this whole situation is bad. My pictures weren't even bad like I said before. My family needs to realize we aren't in 1960's anymore. It's 2000 era. People/Things/History have changed. And I also posted those pictures cause I"m self-conscious (sp?) about my body. I guess they show people that I want sexual things...but that's their opinoin cause I don't.

So until I move out of this place...I have to act younger now. I was going to drink on Friday night but now I"m not going to. Why should I? If I can't post not even close to shirtless pictures on Myspace why should I drink? It's not fair or right. Drinking is a million times worse than what I did. If I can drink, why shouldn't I be able to put some above the belly button pictures?

[xoxokely]

^ugh, it's too bad you need to go to school (i hate school)

[Departure]

School sucks...

[Invisible]

Okay, well, I want to give you an honest opinion.

If I were a parent, I wouldn't want my child putting shirtless pictures of himself on the internet. Though I understand that is what teenagers do these days, still it is very shocking to parents who grew up in a time when people weren't as sexual as we are today. And then about the smoking/drinking thing; as long as you are living under their roof, they should be allowed to make the rules. I mean no parents wants their child drinking, smoking, and looking at ****. They are only trying to protect you. But I understand that you want to grow up and live your life, but they are just trying to help. Just try and understand where they are coming from and talk to them about it.

Get on Yahoo some time!

[Departure]

I'm going to post my story online....

All I have to do is scan the pages since I lost my word file. It's called...

"The Werewolf Island"

Oh and by the way....don't fix your sights on grammer and crap. Because let me say this....there is a looooooot of grammer errors. I never took the time to edit it all. But now that I think about it...I should re-type it and make it better.

So for now...fix your eyes on the story not the grammer because I'm sure...you know who you are (Bart) will say something. Hehe...

I think I'll post it on Myspace as well!!!! I want everyone to read it. Why should I make a 85 page paper and just let it rot away? If you are lucky I"ll post some of my other stories on here. But first I need to scan my pages. I will do that tomorrow when no one is home. I can't wait!!!! I need to show my talent to the world (lmao). Why keep it hidden?

For now post your thoughts about it.