I feel like I'm not as enthusiastic over stanning for Rihanna as I used to be
Especially with the arrival of this new era.... i was so excited for the new Talk That Talk era and hearing We Found Love. It was all good at first but now i just feel a bit jaded over it all. Every time I read about Rihanna, it's never something about her music anymore. It's always something controversial about Chris Brown or something. And yes, sometimes the controversy makes things more interesting, but now it's just gotten to the point where I am sick of ****ing hearing about Chris Brown and Rihanna getting back together.
maybe its because i fear the rumors may be true
Anyway I don't mean to do a Disturbia or anything
I still love Rihanna but I don't know what I would do if the rumors were true.
I will always stan for her but seeing all that bad press... I'm not sure how I would handle that... Just thinking of 2009 and how people spoke about her. I just don't want to see her getting so much negative attention etc. Some of you are probably thinking I am jumping to conclusions but every day it just seems more and more likely that CB is on Cake. I will be so disappointed if he is.
Anyway I just wanted to vent a little bit. I love Rihanna so much