Exactly. Vision of Love, Love Takes Time, even songs like Emotions, Can't Let Go, etc. she had her powerful pipes. They deteriorated over the years, but she moved on to softer songs on Butterfly and Daydream, until they went awry and she had to resort to Rainbow
bitch why you're up soo late today? dont you have school tomm! now that we're finally agreed on something, you may go finish your project now.
I will not have any "Eww, I'm That Chick"'s here. No, ma'am.
LMAO. OKAY.
It's been... Weird. I just did it very randomly and bluntly, as I am prone to doing. My sister was staying with us this weekend (she lives in the city), so she was able to help me (and them) out.
Both of my parents were kind of in shock. They really didn't see it coming. My dad wasn't disappointed or angry or sad or anything, he was just shocked, but he was fairly composed, like he always is. My mom was shocked enough to be crying hysterically and holding me. Her issue was more the fact that she thought she really knew me and understood me, and then I blindsided her with this. It had never even crossed her mind. She kept telling me "It's okay, you know I'll always love you, you have to just give me some time." That last part, consistently. My sister told me that, to my mom, we're the stars of the show, but she's the director. My mom had my life all laid out in her mind and I just stomped on it, so I can understand how she feels really scared and confused right now. And she was still a little teary and emotional this morning, but she went on a therapeutic shopping day with my sister, and she seems way better now.
And honestly, although I felt completely weirded out for having told them at all--it's just so WEIRD that they know now, after holding it in for so long--now I really feel happiness and peace. I didn't think I would get so much relief from it, I thought it would feel like just telling a friend or something, but it was so much more. I'm really cheerful right now. I know my parents will be fine and I'm so glad I can live my life the way I want to.
I'm so happy they responded in a positive way, but I'm sure you knew (subconsciously) they would from the beginning anyway. The first few days are just weird in a sense, like you held something in for so long then finally told the most important factors of it. When I came out I almost was in a state of denial that I actually did it. I woke up the next morning casually with almost a blank look on my face. Not happy nor sad just blank. Then I saw my mom and we just started talking it was like nothing ever happened, but before then I made up all these hypothetical situations in my head. Hate, getting kicked out etc. I was actually planning on going on a road trip this very Summer if I hadn't have come out and just went wild, I guess. But that didn't end up happening.
Now anyway back to you. Hopefully with this newfound outness you will be in a more cheerful mood on a daily basis and not take things so seriously. Yes, being serious is a very good thing, but you have to know when to have fun and not let negative scenarios get to you. Don't try to say they don't, because that would be a bold face lie coming from you. Your mom will probably be "upset" about it emotionally for a while until she comes around to it completely. Not the gayness, but you not marrying a woman. When she does come around to it you'll probably hate it. Because, getting asked if you think a certain guy is cute etc. is the most awkward thing ever. My mom toned down on it completely now, but before I can't even.
As long as you jumped on before the full blown hype train arrived you good. You need to download his earlier **** asap, because his label is taking the links down!
Harry Shum is Asian. So that gives him enough mystery and wonderment, but yeah his ass is boring as well in interviews. But, he's sweet everywhere else.
Cam Gigandet was once in my Top 10 until I found out he had baby momma drama.
I managed a top 5. In no particular order: Cam Gigandet, Chord Overstreet, Penn Badgley, Chris Pine, and Ian Somerhalder. Yes.
