First time in this thread
I should probably share a random thought.
So today I found out that the guy I like is "talking" to this other girl (by talking, I mean basically together except neither of them have brought the idea of a label up yet). I'm kind of just smiling and keeping a poker face about it...but when I found out, it took a lot not to cry. I feel kind of pathetic. But at the same time, I think it's better than finding out the hard way which would be putting my feelings out there for him to reject me directly. At least now I can pretend as though nothing is wrong. Though seeing him will be kind of painful for a little while.
I know it sounds overly dramatic and whatnot. But I NEVER have feelings like this for people. I've only liked about 5 people in my entire life. So when I DO fall for someone, I fall hard. I'm just glad that it didn't go on long enough for me to fall as hard as I usually do. But it still sucks.
On a brighter side of things, I'm totally jamming to Ke$ha right now
XD
