Self diagnosed but ever since I'm a kid I've dealt with loneliness, major downs and suicidal thoughts.
I also have anxiety, being around people terrifies me and I have pretty much no one to talk to. I happen to not have friends anymore and my family is one of my biggest issues so I can't even ask for profossional help because my mother would yell/laugh at me.
And I'm not so sure whether therapy would be something for me. There are things I can't even think of let alone discuss with a person. And I don't know who I would be without this part that is depressed so being without it is kinda... scary... if you know what I mean.
Being alone, not motivated at all, no one to talk to and who cares, being literally bullied by my teacher(
) and currently fear of the future because I'm failing at school are making me feel worse than I've felt since 2010, my lowest point.
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If any of you want to talk, feel free to PM me. I can not be a therapist but I can listen and I will try my best. Anytime!