[Rigalo]

sometimes I wish we all went to the same school so we could all be friends

[Ties]

Originally posted by KT&T

Have you made up your mind of moving out at 18? Or are you sure you are being thrown out or just think that? Either way I still suggest talking with someone like a therapist who have patient's confidentiality oath. He or she will never does thing you don't want like taking you away from your family....usually.

I hope things get better.

I'm enlisting in the army once I'm 18 so I'll be in good hands from there.

[phreshprince]

Originally posted by Ties

Thankful that it didn't succeed.

Suffering with an eating disorder that young can really mess you up both physiologically and psychologically.

I had an eating disorder in the 3rd grade and the 8th grade. It was really bad in the 3rd grade. At first I had a fear of throwing up and I felt like I was sick one day so I didn't eat lunch. Then I didn't eat everyday at lunch and it continued. Eventually I couldn't eat because I would feel so sick trying to. My parents took me to the hospital because I said my stomach was constantly hurting (it was) but they eventually dismissed me. I later had dropped 20 pounds and my mom thought it was because of my stomach hurting. I later somehow started eating again on my own. The same thing happened to me in 8th grade but it only lasted about 2-3 months tops but my uncle had visibly noticed I had lost weight and was skinny.
Now I'm at a place where I go to dark thoughts with my weight and I still have trouble accepting the way I look because of my friends and sometimes the way my dad talks to me (always claims I can lose a couple pounds, Never seems satisfied with me) but I don't have the guts to throw up food or starve myself anymore.

[MikeFenty]

Originally posted by Rigalo

sometimes I wish we all went to the same school so we could all be friends

ffffffff;
The School Fights that would happen

[Cobrastyle.]

Originally posted by BLaCKPoWeR

ffffffff NOT YOU.

[Rigalo]

Unless I know a guy is gay or I have a strong inclination that they are guys intimidate me.

Unless they are scrubby. I mean popular straight guys.

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by MikeFenty

Sexual Orientation
Straight

Favorite Type of Music
Pop

About Me
I Am apart of the RihannaNavy since 2005

Favorite Artists
Rihanna,JT,Britney Spears

Favorite Songs
Where have you been

Favorite Albums
RR > GGGB > LOUD > TTT > AGLM = MOTS

Favorite Concerts
LOUD tour
Circus Tour

[iHype.]

Originally posted by Rigalo

sometimes I wish we all went to the same school so we could all be friends

Omg yes grawl.

A school where we could all talk about our faves, no gay bullying because most people gay, no harassing jocks etc, etc.

It would be heaven.

[Desnudate]

I'm gay, but I have yet to find the courage to tell anyone. I told one of my exes, but then I started getting so nervous and told her I was joking. Everytime I'm around my dad he's always asking me why I don't have a girlfriend. It's so awkward. Plus, I think I'm the only gay guy in my family, so that's kinda more pressure on me.

Oh, and I have yet to find a path I want to take in life. I'm finishing high school this year, and I have yet to look at a single college. The thought of growing up scares me.

[Hugamari]

Oh here's a more light-hearted confession: I have no sense of competition at all. I just feel bad knowing I'd be preventing someone from getting something if I had it. That's a pretty bad thing since it's one of the reason why I don't try at anything.

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by Yuffie

ffffffff NOT YOU.

YOU ain't got **** on ME.

[MikeFenty]

Originally posted by BLaCKPoWeR

I'm bi and will openly admit it (on ATRL)

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by Doc

What was your Kinsey score again, Clark?
The first time, not the 7th try.

dfsjkdfjdf a 0. You?

[Rigalo]

Originally posted by MikeFenty

ffffffff;
The School Fights that would happen

We could all drag like tha **** we are and not be scared to do it

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by MikeFenty

I'm bi and will openly admit it (on ATRL)

Well then that's your secret.

[iHype.]

Originally posted by Desnudate

I'm gay, but I have yet to find the courage to tell anyone. I told one of my exes, but then I started getting so nervous and told her I was joking. Everytime I'm around my dad he's always asking me why I don't have a girlfriend. It's so awkward. Plus, I think I'm the only gay guy in my family, so that's kinda more pressure on me.

Oh, and I have yet to find a path I want to take in life. I'm finishing high school this year, and I have yet to look at a single college. The thought of growing up scares me.

I told my best friend I found this year - we have everything in common, and she's lesbian so I knew she'd accept me.

[Desnudate]

Originally posted by iHypeMusic

Omg yes grawl.

A school where we could all talk about our faves, no gay bullying because most people gay, no harassing jocks etc, etc.

It would be heaven.

Girl, it'd be a war everyday.

[theo.]

Originally posted by Ties

If you ever need someone to talk to you know where to go. I'm so sorry that you have to go through that because I know how it feels to be in a dysfunctional family and be in the presence of constant self-hatred every time you turn around to look in the mirror. I'm trying to do a little bit of introspection so I can find out where this stems from, and I'd suggest you do the same.

thank you

I've been trying to, but idk ... the more dive deeper into myself, the more I feel ... suffocated.

My parents would probably disown me if they found out as I was gay. They barely know me.

[JungleDisturbia]

Originally posted by phreshprince

I have another one: Sometimes I feel like even though I'm surrounded by all these people, that no one truly cares for me. My "friends" are never there for me the way I'm there for them.

THIS.

I have such trust issues when it comes to people in my real life, because I feel like my problems are going to be thrown back in my face if I tell someone.

As a result, a few people on ATRL have actually become much better friends than most of my real life ones, since these few people actually listen and don't judge my secrets.

And yes, I have secrets, but after seeing some of the responses in here I don't really feel like sharing. People have gone through much worse than I have.

[Harajuku]

I had a miscarriage only my boyfriend knew about me getting pregnant...