This remix of We Found Love made me cry, and
I think it just triggered another song about this
crush of mine that I annoyingly keep mentioning.
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Originally posted by psychodj
I'm tired of being passed over and ignored like the awkward kid on the basketball team. Nobody notices me...all the neglect and **** brought me to tears. Damn it, I want some attention as well.
I went out and spent $250 on clothes, and know most people can't do it- so i really appreciate it, the job i have and the hours i have,
I also have a full guest list for my 18th birthday in two weeks, so i know i have a fab group of friends,
equally, i'm getting mega mega mega spoilt on the day + i'm so excited!
and also, I live in an incredible house and own my own car.
Not only that, but i also have a lovely family, went to a good school and have the most fantastic job prospects, i'm going to university to study english literature this september.
I have so so much to be thankful for- so it was more tears of happiness and confusion, like, why me?
the most ironic thing is i'm thankful to be alive, and in my life thankful for how great my life is...but if i wasn't alive i'd never have the chance to be thankful for it...is that too deep or do people understand me? I'm grateful for everything.
All in all, i cried today, because i'm a very lucky person, with a lot to be happy about- even when i'm sad.
I went out and spent $250 on clothes, and know most people can't do it- so i really appreciate it, the job i have and the hours i have,
I also have a full guest list for my 18th birthday in two weeks, so i know i have a fab group of friends,
equally, i'm getting mega mega mega spoilt on the day + i'm so excited!
and also, I live in an incredible house and own my own car.
Not only that, but i also have a lovely family, went to a good school and have the most fantastic job prospects, i'm going to university to study english literature this september.
I have so so much to be thankful for- so it was more tears of happiness and confusion, like, why me?
the most ironic thing is i'm thankful to be alive, and in my life thankful for how great my life is...but if i wasn't alive i'd never have the chance to be thankful for it...is that too deep or do people understand me? I'm grateful for everything.
All in all, i cried today, because i'm a very lucky person, with a lot to be happy about- even when i'm sad.