i had a thing for my ex for 2 years after we broke up and he was disgusting.
but i seem to like him more after we broke up even though i was a compete reck
almosts cut myself and everything 

 i know this is a dark story but i found it weird
and we were together for 4 and half weeks i mean WTF....
he was my only bf LOL..but yah
i find him gross now  (cant even catch up with him for a drink since his odd)
thanks to my Craig/Hyde kinda of friend..who i havent seen in 2 years, i miss him 
