I adore you. I want to spend every waking second exploring the darkest shadows and corners of your mind. I want to go where no one has ever been, being closer than anyone has ever even attempted to be, to you. I want to fall in love with your insecurities and your mistakes. I’m almost ashamed to say I’m completely smitten. Ever since that first smile, you’re clouding my mind entirely. But I wouldn't have it any other way. Your voice makes me shake. You make me so nervous but I've never been more excited and anxious to talk to anybody. Miles don’t matter when I have you in my life. Even if I never get the chance to meet you, you’ll have a part of my heart that no one has ever touched, or will ever touch. It’s the way your eyes light up when you smile, and the way you try to cover it up with your hands because for some reason you don’t want me to see it, when it’s the most beautiful thing my eyes have ever seen. I want to spend hours writing you long love notes and making you happier than you ever thought possible. I want to make you smile as much as I can. I want to make you realize how much you’re worth because you have NO ****ING IDEA. I want you to want me as desperately as I want you, and I want you to understand that I would give anything to have you lying next to me so I could finally sleep, even for just a few hours. I would give up everything for one night to hold you, and hold your hands and look into your eyes and feel you close to me. Even if I may never get to hold your hand, or kiss you, or hold you close all through the night, you will always have a unique hold on me that I’ll never quite understand. You’re everything I could ever hope for, and you’re more than worth the wait. I promise.
