I had the best date ever with my boyfriend yesterday (well, two yesterdays now). We went to see 22 Jump Street, which was unexpectedly hilarious. Afterward, we hung out in front of the theater for nearly four hours talking. We talked about things we had never talked about before. We talked about our goals and how we can somehow make them align. He's wanted to move to Columbia for much of his life, and if he were to go, I would to. I told him this before. And we also talked about how we feel about each other, and 'the next step'.
When I'm with him, talking about our feelings for each other is more rewarding than sex. That's weird, I know. It's hard to explain. I feel such a deep emotional connection with him. He feels the same way, and is working towards being completely out to everybody. We also discussed the "L" word, and are wanting it to be special and truly meaningful when we finally say it. I feel it coming soon. Anytime I start feeling down or wondering how he's feeling about me, he somehow picks up on that and quickly eases my mind. He's perfect.
We're staying in the Smoky Mountains in a cabin for a couple of days either next week or at the end of the month. I can't wait. I'm planning something really special for him.
I am so scared right now 
That was a royal mess.