I'm still so pissed about today. I went to see if my crush was working, and he wasn't. Again. 
 
Guys, what if he got deployed? He IS in the military, but he hasn't served in awhile. I'm going to be so ****ing sad if I waited and waited, just to find out he got send out to war before I could tell him how I feel. 
 
*puts on Dancing With Tears In My Eyes / The Harold Song*