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Originally posted by Last Boy on Earth
You come here, spill it out, and we'll whip your tears
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Yes!
I really hope he doesn't turn me down, but I don't know how it's gonna go. I'm scared.
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
We will go listen to mariah n cry together  |
Yes sis, I'd love that. We'll cry together while everyone else ignores us on Tinychat.
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
i've been hurt, and i will continue to suffer more in the future if i cant stop whats im doing right now. tell me why am i in currently in the car with him? i canttt sis, i cant deny when he asks me to do something. i canttt sayyyy nooooooooo i just cantttt |
I'm sorry sis. I know how that is, I was in the same position in last spring with someone. They really ****ed me up. I couldn't say no to them, I spent way too much time trying to please them, that I lost track of myself and what I really want. I know it seems hard now, but when you finally let go and move on, you'll feel SO much better. You know we're always here for you.
I've always handled rejection really weird. Most people either cry about it or just don't care, I'm somewhere in between. I just smile and brush it off, but, deep down inside, I feel like there's something wrong with me so, in turn, I change myself in hopes of either improving or making people like me more. I cannot tell you how many times I've gone through different hair colors/styles in the past year. I'll be dating someone and we'll breakup, and I'll feel the need to cut my hair and completely change the color because I feel like there's something wrong with me, even if the breakup is their fault. I'm a mess. 
