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Originally posted by posh
ikr?  My parents are so conservative- the only people they don't hate are straight whites and straight blacks. They are so hateful towards any other culture, and it irks me to no end. Their ignorance towards "the exotic type" infuriates me more than their nonacceptance of my sexuality.
 Why are you terrified of children?
What I would give to have the ability to conceive and carry a child with my future husband. 
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fff ok maybe I'm not terrified specifically of the children themselves, but I'm terrified of failing as a parent. I have this child's life in my hands, and it's up to me to teach them right from wrong and what if I **** up and they wind up a mess that nobody likes or end up hating me. So many things could go wrong

I'd never want bio kids anyway and I'm 100% positive of that because my family has **** genes and I don't want to pass all these terrible things down to another generation of innocent children. Let me be content with being an aunty/godmother
