I feel so sad tonight. It's been 8 days since my boyfriend left the country, and the more time that passes, the more I miss him. This is one of the hardest things I've ever been through, and it's not even that bad. I don't want to talk about it with friends and family because I don't want people to think I'm just complaining or annoy them with my problems. And I don't want to tell him about it because I don't want to stress him out and I want him to have a good time. I still have 8 days left.

I mean, he knows I miss him, but I don't want to keep bringing it up.