I remember asking one of my family members (I don't remember who exactly) if men can get married
I don't even know why I asked such question, I was 5 or 6.
I was always attracted to guys sexually and never was attracted to girls.
I tried to convince myself that I'm bi because I had emotional feelings with girls but a while after I came out I felt nothing towards girls.
I guess I accepted myself finally at 16 after years of thinking that I could be straight again if I wanted to but I just couldn't