I got 444 for Gimme More and that is just on my computer. I got over 200 on my iPod, plus I have heard the song on the radio, or boombox (like on a CD) and stuff like that. I've heard this song over 700 times for sure. Closing in on 800. Can I beat 1,000 within a month? We'll find out soon
Yesterday I had a good time. I sacrificed $35 bucks for another kid at work to work for my shift and I got the night off. I went over to Shaun's house at 7:45ish and we left a little after 8. Shaun was jamming to Gimme More, hhahaha, when I went down to see him getting ready/dressed. We went in the car and started driving. Varooom roooooom! We picked up two other "gay/in the closet" type guys and went to the Casino. Shaun sat next to me through the whole car ride. *tries not to reach over and touch him* We got to the Casino (and I was about to burst, I had to pee for soooo long) and after that the other three guys played Blackjack at the table, while Shaun and I just watched. Shaun later had to go to the bathroom, so I went with him and we talked a bit.
. We never really talked before this in real life, so we were finally getting to know each other. He went to the bathroom and we went back to the table while they were finishing up their game.
We then started to leave the place. Shaun was tired and wasnt' enjoying the Casino. He told me he didn't think it was fun there. Tom was kind of pissed and stuff so he was like let's go, even though he loves to gamble. I never did gamble, but I don't care, at least I was doing something with friends for once. We then got back in the car and drove to McDonalds.
but really
because I might have gained a couple of pounds....jk. I dropped the two gay boys (hehehe <one of them might be in the closet still, even though he says he is straight>) and it was just Shaun, Tom and I. I dropped them off at Shaun's house and it was a good night.
Shaun was like, "We have to be best friends now and do more stuff together" I was touched by that. It was something across the lines like that. And we all have the same music taste too, hahaha. Shaun told me he loved listening to Backstreet Boys, Nsync and Britney Spears back when he was young lmao. He sings to them too. I was like, "That's usually a sign that a kid is gay when they listen/dance/sing to BSB/Nsync and Britney."
Alec was texting us that night also. He was jealous. He was getting all defensive and ****. I was showing Shaun what he was texting me and he was laughing. Jealous kid, he is just a weird kid.
Anyways, Shaun told me to text him later this week and we'll hang out either Wednesday or Thursday again maybe and do something more worthwhile. Maybe some Wiiiiiiii. I had a good time.
Remember when I had a crush on him in 9th/10th grade? I still do
. It pains me to see him with Tom, but they deserve each other. I don't want to get in the middle, I ain't like that. I see a connection between them and I don't want them to lose that. Being friends with Shaun now is better than anything at all. There's someone out there for me, somewhere in this world. Maybe Alec?
Just kidding. But yeah, I don't want to get in the middle of their relationship. They belong together. All I care is being a friend to him. Actually, that's all I ever did want back then in the 9th grade era.
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Anyways, wow, I listened to Gimme More a couple more times while writing this.
447 now betches!
Thanks for reading my blog, love you all.
*EDIT*
I forgot to mention, we all had "Gimme More" as our ringtones
I thought that was funny, how all our phones went off and we heard Gimme More playing.