[Arith]

Originally posted by orange

I thought you were going to remain friends with her? Well, guess I read wrong. Maybe those friends you lost did not like the reason as to why you burned the bridge with her or just did not understand? I mean, I do not think friends necessarily have to have your best interest at heart, just what seems best in general. In my opinion, I always appreciated friends who were just honest to me if I did something wrong or made no sense, even though it would hurt and take time to register...

Anyway, congrats on the scholarship!

She decided it was best if we didn't talk, so for now, I'm just leaving it alone. Her friends pretty much made me out as some bad guy, and she decided we should just avoid each other.

But thanks everyone about that scholarship! i'm hoping I get a few more

[Arith]

Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last strong as it used to,
Don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door

Oh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And you can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

Keyshia Cole, "Heaven Sent from her Sophmore Album, Just Like You

Yes, I've come to accept the fact that Keyshia Cole is the second coming of Mary J. Blige. I was shuffling through my MP3 Player, and I was listening to Keyshia Cole's "Heaven Sent", and I didn't realize until today how genious that song is. Seriously, anyone can relate to it. Hopefully she makes it a single.

Anyways, how does this relate to me? I realized that I have a tendency to expect too much from people in my life. I'm learning that I'm never going to fully recieve the loyalty and respect that I give to a lot of my close friends and family. I may be rude or sarcastic at times, but for the most part, whenever anyone needs help, I may not FEEL like it, but I'm always ther eto help, and I just started to realize that I usually don't get that same response from people I consider close to me. Even though I know all of this, I want everyone to think of me as someone they can "turn to". I even tend to get "angry" (according to some of my friends) when I TRY to help, and the results aren't what I expected. I hate that I can say this on a blog, but I can't say it verbally. It's just one of those moments where you're forced to realize that you still have things to work on. As each day passes on, we all grow a bit wiser and we begin to evaluate what we're doing wrong in our lives and how to fix it. I hope that if you read this, you took something from it,

[Tightrope]

I see.

I've known a lot of people who have that same problem. Take a few of my old classmates from my old school Westchester Exceptional. They have this same situation.

[Arith]

*edited*

[Tightrope]

I took a lot from this. I learned that we all have mistakes to correct, even when we don't actually show it.

[Arith]

Song's I've Been Listening To ALL Week.
01. Keyshia Cole - I Remember
02. Chris Brown - With You
03. Keyshia Cole - Heaven Sent
04. Snoop Dogg - Sensual Seduction
05. Consequence - The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly
06. Alicia Keys - Wreckless Love
07. Making The Band 4 - Together
08. Chris Brown - I Wanna Be
09. Danity Kane - Damaged
10. One Chance - My Word
11. Jordin Sparks - Tattoo
12. LeToya Luckett - Nothing For Me
13. Daughtry - Feels Like Tonight
14. Wyclef Jean F/Akon, Lil Wayne, & Nila - Sweetest Girl
15. The Dream F/Rihanna - Livin A Lie

[.:Allen:.]

Love Ur #4

[SO.UNCOOL™]

Damaged<333333333

[INTRA]

Damaged & Heaven Sent <3

[Tibbits]

"I Remember" -- it's like she tried to hit it big with that song but failed.

Where's "No Air" at?

[V3$$3L.]

"I Remember" is generic ass crap, and I hate it. "Sweetest Girl" eats butt too. Everything else is good or I haven't heard yet.

[Arith]

What's with all the hate for "I Remember"

Tibbits, this list is just the songs I've been listening too all week repeatedly; "No Air" is still in my rotation

[XplicitNG]

Fallin' Out > I Remember

and I just heard Sensual Seduction today, and I loved it. LOL. I'm so slow on mainstream music these days *_*

[Arith]

Yesterday, I truly realized how DUMB most of the people I know are. Today I took the SAT, (with a few friends, and my brother) and I figured it would just be a REALLY long day with nothing fun to look foward to, so I had already prepared to be bored, but I should have known that somehow something dumb would happen!

A girl I know named Kiley that goes to another school entered the room I was testing in, and she was ****ing BLAZED and obviously hung-over. She wasn't stumbling or anything, but her body language and complete lack of an attention span made it completely obvious to everyone BUT the guy who was administering the test. She sat three seats in front of me, and watching her doze off, only to wake up mumbling minutes later was a true spectacle to watch (whenever I finished a section early.)

The test was over at 1PM, and me and my brother and friends are leaving, when she's stumbling out the room talking about how she was out at a sorority party with her sister, which is why she's so through. She claimed that she hadn't went to sleep until 3AM, woke back up before 7AM and had drunk 4 red bulls before the test.

I just hope they score you for putting your name on the test, but I'm not even sure if she got that far.

On another note; why why didn't I do anything this weekend? Dunno. My phone'sbeen acting up and I think it's time for a new one. My friends are all either busy, or out havig fun, or at work; and I'm doing none of those three right now

[Arith]

*edits title* (I meant SAT, not ACT)

[V3$$3L.]

Drunk chicks make my happiest days. One time this girl gave this other guy head at the back of some staircase and mind you her boyfriend was in the classroom right next to the staircase. Alas, I don't think he ever found out.

But bitch is dumb, c'mon now! It's the SATs.

[Bro0klyn!]

^ WHO R U TAKING ABOUT? LMAO
i never heard about this??? oh wait... nvm maybe i did....

LOL my ex went to take the SATs hung over also
&& did pretty well

[.:Allen:.]

LOL Thats So Funny

[yankee04]

I bet she got a perfect score lol

She obviously weighed the options and thought "Party or SAT exam? Hmmm....Live for right now or for the future." Then her friend calls her up and lets her know that there is going to be lots of liquor there. Then she says, "Screw the SAT, I'm getting wasted tonight."

Oh and you do get a score for putting your name on the test.

[Arith]

NP: Danity Kane - Damaged

So I know i'm not the only one who knows how amazing this song is, right? I know "Day 26" (the guy group of Making The Band 4) will have their album released first by a whole weak, but it's ALMOST completely unfair that their lead single is not as strong as Danity Kane's. I'm hoping they shoot and release the vidoe for "Damaged" really soon, but I'm sure that they're going to drag it out to coincide with the airing of the season on MTV

But yeah, "Damaged" in it's entirety is almost perfect; I just don't like Diddy speaking at the end and Aubrey's repeated "my heart is damaged damaged"; both of them annoy the **** out of me.