I don't know how I feel about my current school friends ATM. We've been close for the longest time and when I say close, I mean almost like family. However some things happened throughout the past year and a half and some mean things were said and done to me at times. I've forgiven them because like I said, they USED to be like family. But as I'm getting older, I'm starting to change. My priorities are much different than theirs and I still hold some things against them from the past. Like sometimes things will never be the same, that's what I've learned. I know we all have a secret hatred towards one another but we are all afraid to say it. Like today they didn't even invite me to come to the movies with them and I see all these Instagram pictures of all of them there.. Even some of our other school friends. Like wtf?
they're all ****ing ass hole bitches and I deserve better friends. I've turned down so many opportunities in terms of academics and even in social terms because of them. So many people this past school year would want to hang out with me but I would turn them down because I'd hang out with my 'family'. And they wouldn't come with the crew because like I said, I am much different than them so they'd feel awkward. Anyways, next year is my last year in high school and I don't want them holding me back anymore in terms of academics and socially, but I don't want no drama either.
So what should I do? Help a brother out.
Sorry for ranting. It's 3 am and I just saw the insta pics.
