Member Since: 4/22/2012
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Originally posted by waryofothers
For those asking: Yes, I am on a Twitter break. It may be just for another few days, weeks, months, or maybe even forever. I just don't feel comfortable trying to support Nicki on there while I'm still blocked by her. I don't feel like she's ever going to truly forgive me. It's hard to support someone when you feel like they don't care at all about you. Plus, it seems like everyone else likes the other news pages better than myself, so what's the point of keeping it going? lol. Just because I was one among the first of the most sufficient news pages? I feel like I have to stan from afar because I just don't feel like I have that same connection with Nicki that I used to personally have. It's not going through all of the trouble to get exclusives, outtakes, new pictures, etc. when Nicki doesn't care. My feelings have changed a lot for her over the past 10 months. I still and always will love her, yes, but I just don't think I can be on Twitter trying to fit right back in like nothing happened before and act like everything is rainbows and cream. Maybe if one day I meet Nicki again we can actually sit down and talk and discuss our feelings, but that won't be until a long time. I can't sit around and wait for a miracle to happen. I have a life to live, and Nicki isn't going to hold me back. I have to move onto bigger and better things if she's not going to value me anymore.
Thanks.
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 I didn't know she knew you personally, that must be hard to stan for her still 
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Wasn't sure how y'all would feel.
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