Hello all my friends. I am back.
As you may or may not have noticed, I was missing for the majority of the month. Alternatively, it can be described as my "20 days of hell", which I referred to it as in my diary that I wrote in every day, encompassing and detailing all of my struggles. I'm trying to get it published and hopefully turned into a movie. I think it can be like the gay version of The Fault in Our Stars, except more dramatic. Anyway, for the time being, I will outline these 20 days of hell...
The story begins even before these twenty days. There is a lengthy backstory. As I subtly tried to explain, I have not been safe on atrl for some time. I have been stalked and harassed, for no real reason. It really hurt me a lot, and thus I became very paranoid and sad during my time on here. It became more extreme over time. I noticed weird posts that I didn't remember writing, and the strange behaviour concluded with a series of highly explicit blog entries. I realised my account had been compromised. I was hacked. keshaspearsxo had been infiltrated. My worst fears had become a reality. This resulted in me being banned, and unsurprisingly, the group which attacked me celebrated this and posted a blog about it which can be viewed
here.
Sadly it does not end there. I have been witnessing and reading every page, and as you may have saw Thomasuxx was posting messages from someone called "pears" on another forum. I realised just how far this group of people had went to frame me and spoil my name. This account is not me. Those posts were not me.
All of this truly really made me very sad as you all can imagine. But, as the Warrior I am, I remained strong. I hit the studio and creatively expressed the mix of emotions I felt, which can be heard
here. Side note, as I tried to explain many times, the fan Kesha was recording with was me. As evident by the blog post linked, you can see I'm very talented and I'm sure you can understand why she wanted to work with me. Sadly, I can confirm this song was scrapped. Or, as far as I know, my involvement was removed. I had used the world "tranny" to rhyme with 'vampy is my man-ny', and as you may or not know, the word tranny is now illegal, so it had to be scrapped. I'm not worried about this though. As we all know, Iggy Azalea is now over, so there is room for a new hot white rapper on the scene. I'm certain this is me and I'm doing everything I can to excel my music career.
As you can see, I have rose above all the struggles thrown my way and I made it out on top in the end. My account has been recovered and I am back.
Thanks for reading, and thank you to everybody who defended me and supported me.
That truly was a tragic time for ha
I know hoe you feel, you just can't help it...
