Guys, I've fallen in love with Forever Changed - Honestly these past few days especially, It's so personal to me and I just tear up every time I listen to it right now.
Last night at my Christmas dinner, My Grandma wasn't doing well. She couldn't even open the Christmas card I bought her, yet alone read it, and at the end of the night she forgot it at my house. I mean, it was heart breaking, it took me almost an hour to just pick a special card for her that she couldn't even read. She also shaked uncontrollably, and ended up leaving early because she spilt her glass.
Later once everyone left, I found out when my step-dad, mom and brother went to go visit her the day before, My grandma was introducing them to my sister as if they've never met before.
It's just really sad, because she use to be so intelligent, she has two Master Degrees and is basically the founder of the Special Education System in my hometown, and now she's just slowly dying. I was listening to this song on repeat last night, and it was just so heavy for me last night. I just fell in love with it, and glad that I can resort to Carrie for times like this.
