Omg I had such a great time today. He was like 45 minutes early to pick me up and he rang me while I was in the bath . So I told him to come and wait in my living room but he said no cause he was scared to meet my mum cause of the stories I've told him about her. So he sat in his car while I got ready and I felt really bad and I kept apologising and he kept telling me not to worry and it was really sweet.
So we went to this Mexican restaurant and I was really self conscious about eating spicy food in front of him so I just ordered a burger and chips. But he ordered us a sharing platter and all of it was spicy as **** so when I ate it my eyes went really red and my nose started running and it was so embarassing
After that we went to this bar and we kept getting jugs of cocktails and I ended up drinking most of them cause he had to drive back to Bristol tonight He still got pretty tipsy though
We left the bar and then we just walked around the streets for ages chatting and he told me some really sad stuff about his life and also gave me a really motivational speech that has made me decide to re-apply for uni this year.
Then he drove me home and we did some stuff in his car I really wanted to invite him in so we could do other stuff but my room is next door to my mums and the walls are thin and I didn't want her to hear anything
So then he left and idk if I did the right thing letting him drive home while drunk. He said he was ok to drive but i still feel a bit scared, I haven't heard from him yet so I assume he's still driving (its a 2 hour journey) and I won't be able to sleep until I know he's gotten home safe
I really wanna see him again but he lives so far away and neither of us are going back to Essex next term so I'd feel bad making him drive down to London whenever I wanted to see him (even though he said he doesn't mind) and I don't drive and I don't have the money to get the train to Bristol so idk what's gonna happen between us. I really don't know if I can handle a long distance relationship
Sorry for going on and on I really wanted to share
Aw cute
I'm glad you had a good time and I hope you can make it work
Aw
At least you had a fun and lovely time with him.
I know those kind of things can mess with your mind a bit because getting attached can happen very easily.
Hope it works well between you too.
. So I told him to come and wait in my living room but he said no cause he was scared to meet my mum cause of the stories I've told him about her. So he sat in his car while I got ready and I felt really bad and I kept apologising and he kept telling me not to worry and it was really sweet.
He still got pretty tipsy though 
I really wanted to invite him in so we could do other stuff but my room is next door to my mums and the walls are thin and I didn't want her to hear anything 
so idk what's gonna happen between us. I really don't know if I can handle a long distance relationship 
