Do you all remember this thread:
http://www.atrl.net/forums/showthrea...t=42705&page=7
I remember that 1 year ago, I wasn't in the best of state of minds considering that I was battling my weight, family, friends, school, and other things. I was going to just blow up at some point and so, I felt like I needed attention for all the wrong reasons, so I created a thread to say that I was leaving, but I knew I wasn't. I was just out of it mentally. I took it out on people that didn't deserve it.
Not to mention people here on ATRL, that I've grown close to haven't heard from me in a while because I still feel mentally ill. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I do hope that I figure it out soon. I'm not happy and nothing that I use to enjoy is cheering me up, I don't want this feeling anymore. I need something to turn my life around.
In the end, I'm very greatful for being here on ATRL a year after my outburst. I've loved making new friend on here, learning about new artists and other gossip, and of course the great people associated with this great site.
Expect more blogs coming ...