I had THE WORST EXPERIENCE w/ love last year.
Last year was the year I first came out, b/c I liked this guy who I thought was out. He wasn't
![so sad](images/smilies/images/smilies/sosad.gif)
So I OBSESSED over him and we talked and flirted all the time and he finally came out near the end of the year and said he would've dated me if I wasn't white
![rip](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v232/korn0818/ATRLSmilies/rip_zpsec10ede9.gif)
I was so head over heels in love with him and he was such a ****ing dick tbh I cried so much b/c of him (at first he told me he didn't like me, but he was in the closet at that time)