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Originally posted by eddy223
SPILL  |
it was during high school
I got close to him on a particularly bad day when I was feeling like absolute ****, contemplating suicide or just running away because I was sick of pretending to be straight and having to live up to everyone's high expectations. He was someone I barely knew who sat next to me in some classes because our last names start with the same letter. And so, long story short, he basically got me out of my depression by being goofy, mature (when necessary), and being a shoulder to lean on and cry into. We only dated a short period because we both went to college in separate places, but we promised to give it another go when we had the chance.
I passed in and out of lots of people. Experimented and made up for what I felt I was missing in my life. Came out. And was living sorta the gay dream. No monogamous relationships. No worries or anything.
And then he came back into my life. I don't know if it's just because I changed or he changed, or we both changed, but it just doesn't feel right
But I can tell he really loves me because he has never even had a serious relationship since high school, and he tells me this etc etc.
idk
I feel like I'm a free spirit, and he's kinda anchoring me down to earth.
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Originally posted by iLays
Not being miserable in a relationship you don't even wanna be in  |
