Me and my mom went to this guitar shop for my sis when I was like 7... There was this guy with long hair and I realized I was more attracted to a guy with long hair to a girl with long hair. Smh. But I remember getting a boner thinking about exploring him. When I was 7.
When I was really young (before I knew what gay was or meant) I just found boys attractive to me and never looked at girls in a sexual way like I did boys.
Same. I don't remember one specific occasion where I suddenly realized because I've always known, as far as I can remember. I tried to deny it for YEARS, though.
Same. I don't remember one specific occasion where I suddenly realized because I've always known, as far as I can remember. I tried to deny it for YEARS, though.
I've always just known. As I got older there were physiological signs, but they were just reinforcements. I just knew. I went through a denial phase and pretended to be bi like 99% of gay males. I squashed that when I realized I could not see myself with a female intimately.
When I was 4, two music videos came on one after the other. The first was Lady Marmalade. I loved the song, but didn't care for the 4 hot basically naked women. After, Rock DJ came on and I was completely fascinated by Robbie Williams slowly taking all his clothes off.
I just remember growing up having sexual fantasies over men. Everyone I knew however was straight and I hadn't really met any gay people before in my life so I used to think I was straight and didn't really analyse why I thought of men in that way. I didn't hit me till I was 14 when I realised I was gay
This year I've started coming out to heaps of people, tho
It's a bit fuzzy but I think it started when my mom asked me if I liked any girls in my 8th to freshman year of school. I was annoyed with the question for some reason and after that I thought about it and I think that is when I started to realize :O.
I've known as far as I can remember. I didn't understand it or know what I was until later/have a clear mind as to who I was, but I have memories from when I was in Kindergarten of liking boys. There are plenty of examples that followed later in life before I finally came out in college, but at that point it was all about surviving day to day for me until I could get out of my house and small town.
I've struggle with it for years. I didn't know what was going on. I felt different from everybody else. It was around 8th grade when 8 started noticing I paid note attention to guys than girls and along the line I started watching more **** (it went from straight to gay) and I've been like this since then.
Had no idea until I was in Palma de Maiorca spending holiday with my family and I see this perfect guy at night with no shirt on and I couldn't stop thinking about it and almost couldn't sleep that night thinking how hot the guy was and how confused I was . I was 10 at the time
Its strange for me, it only really started happening when I turned 16 so you can say my sexuality kicked in late, I had girlfriends before that but since then ive only really been focused on guys although girls still turn me on somewhat.
I think my attraction to guys strangely started out through insecurities in myself and being fascinated with guys who were much better looking than me but then as time went on I discovered it was deeper than that then next minute you know im looking at a guys ass as hes walking up the stairs or crushing on a guy HARD. I cant exactly pinpoint the moment I knew I was gay or where it stemmed from.
Honestly, I walked into 7th grade health class and saw the guy who's now #54 on our high school's varsity football team. I just saw him, and it hit me.
. I was 10 at the time