Oh honey, you are worth so much more than you think.
A lot of us have been where you are. I myself just last night was thinking that all I really had to lose was my dog. But you have your WHOLE LIFE to live, and I promise you, it won't be as painful as it is now. You literally were made to exist at this point in time, just the way you are, and you are beautiful. Even your pain is beautiful. Pain is part of happiness, and you can't have peace and happiness without pain. So you can get through it, and I am here WHENEVER you need to talk. I'm serious. I am a stranger, I know, but I am a human just like you and we as humans are supposed to look out for each other.
Do not doubt your strength. You made it all these years. You've made it so far just today. YOU. ARE. STRONG.
I LOVE YOU.