Idk
I'm talking to this boy for the last 3 months and I like him but I feel like he talks to other guys behind my back, then if I talk to more than 2 or 3 guys at the same time i'll feel like a ****
& considering the fact that basically every gay guy in NYC knows each other makes things worst
Ive spoken to two guys and they used to talk to each other before I met them . And I have this friend who used to talk to this boy that I messed around with before.
My life is a mess
the struggle