A MONTH since I posted here. He invited me to go with his group to some marathon and I said no I GOT SO NERVOUS! LIKE, I COULDN'T TALK AND SAID NO
I have until MAY to do something! He's really playful at the class with me. We were waiting to go inside the classroom and he started talking me. Like, real close. I feet away from face and he started to lift his shirt. I was like: "DON'T LOOK DOWN, DON'T LOOK DOWN"
I have a new crush. He ticks all the boxes for me except for one thing... I don't think that he's gay.
Doesn't that happen to all of us?
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The guy I was talking about......I saw him today with a hot gay. So, he MIGHT be gay, but the gay he was hanging out with today is way hotter than me. I am depressed.
I have so much to say about my crush here, but it's so aggravating. I think he's gay, or bi, or something, but he has a gf. I made a blog when I first started crushing on him, but so much has happened since then
Will a Grindr-start relationship work I met this guy on Grindr and he's totally perfecr for me (except his cute fat belly but his gorgeous face make up for it)
So I finished my class with my BIGGEST CRUSH EVER, that I have seen around campus for like 2 years, that lives 2 minutes away from me, and all we did this semester was text about class stuff and his responses were super short and no conversation starters...
He's gone and I never went out with him and we won't take anymore classes together since he is in a different field. Missed my chance....I am seriously heartbroken. Currently listening to 1989 to help me get through this.
I fought with my loved one, we had a tragic drama and a very intense relationship... no one can hold a candle to him I guess... we had the most explosive making love... it's Heaven and Hell... I somehow felt like a victim of illusion happy ever after...
I'm still collecting piece of my soul to move on... and I am happy that I have someone by my side...
but there's another guy that come into my life... a next co-creation... but we are into business at the same time platonic.. who knew?? not putting crazy expectation anymore... I feel good just having someone that is understanding and supporting.
f**k boys honestly mind games are horrible my fragile brain is so fried, so now he is "seeing" some GIRL and im done, awkward moment when hes in my friendship group, has gone all hot and cold with me and were going out for bank holiday on Sunday so im praying it isnt a dam bridesmaids moment when ive had to much to drink
although she took him to a wedding party with her fam and he stayed over and didn't try anything on with her so everyone one thinks hes still gay as hell but literally sick of this roller coaster but i know if he was to say to he liked me or something id run right fu***ng back and i hate myself for that
f**k boys honestly mind games are horrible my fragile brain is so fried, so now he is "seeing" some GIRL and im done, awkward moment when hes in my friendship group, has gone all hot and cold with me and were going out for bank holiday on Sunday so im praying it isnt a dam bridesmaids moment when ive had to much to drink
although she took him to a wedding party with her fam and he stayed over and didn't try anything on with her so everyone one thinks hes still gay as hell but literally sick of this roller coaster but i know if he was to say to he liked me or something id run right fu***ng back and i hate myself for that
my life is a big LOL
ikr... mind games... they basically just throw us and play game... but we should leave em the **** alone... their loss
I GOT SO NERVOUS! LIKE, I COULDN'T TALK AND SAID NO
