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Originally posted by Emmy Del Rey
Y'all think so low of yourselves. This lack of confidence is concerning.
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Originally posted by EdgeOfAddiction
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When I came into the competition, I was in it to win it. Note your mistakes and how you grew from those missteps, but never feel self-pity or have a defeatist attitude. It is absolutely unbecoming in my book.
Be confident in yourself. You're all you need to win.
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Not sure if any of that was in regards to my letter, but my intentions were anything but to show a lack of confidence or a defeatist attitude. Quite the opposite, actually. It's kind of hard to differentiate confidence and cockiness online sometimes, so I've always been pretty reserved when it comes to that, because nobody likes someone who's too cocky. At least I know I don't.
But if saying that I've enjoyed my experience so far and that I'm not going to give up now is having a defeatist attitude, then I don't really know what to say. Again I don't even really know if your comments were about me, but it just seemed kind of coincidental to post something like that after my letter.
That's probably all I'll say for this challenge. No matter what anybody else things, I've worked just as hard as anyone else to be here, and I'm going to take advantage of this. I may be going into this challenge coming out of a bottom two, but I'm not out, so don't count me out just yet.

I promised myself I'd give this my all and that I intend to do, right through to the end. If my all isn't enough, then I don't deserve to be here. But I know that I do.
Sorry for being such a mess but I wasn't just going to leave that there if anyone thought I was feeling self-pity or anything like that, that's the last thing on my mind.