I just need to vent, this is boring and it'll probably be confusing but w/e
I have this crush and we work at the same place for 5 months now. The very first time I saw him I liked him because he's so cute, and I've caught him looking at me (very quickly) a few times, but like when I see him in the hallway, we avoid looking at each other because it's kind of awkward.
One time we had this training thing for everyone on the team, and I was sitting in front of a table and he had to put down 4 bottles of soda in front of me and his hands were shaking like he was nervous. Then when we had to do a speech, he went right after me and he was super nervous too and his face was shaking.
And just this month we got to work together on the same project. We'd be in the same room brainstorming for like 8 hours, and he can't look me in the eyes even when he has to talk to me. He's like a super quiet guy, and so am I, so it's pretty hard to get along. But I try to be funny and talkative for him, and sometimes he'd laugh but he's just too inside his shell. It's so hard to get to know him.
The first day we worked on this project we wore practically the same shirt, and someone teased us about it and he just laughed and I caught him glancing at me. He's also very smiley when we're together and he rarely smiles.
So like one time we ran out of ideas and the room got so quiet, so he pulled out his phone and started playing music. And it was weird because it was music that I like, stuff that I post on Twitter and Tumblr. I kind of got the impression that he was hinting at something or showing off idk. So I was like "Who released this?" and stuff even if I did know.
The very same night, he sent me a friend request on Facebook. Which is different because a crush has never added
me, it's always been me who adds them. I was going to be the one to add him, but I decided to wait til tomorrow so it doesn't look obsessive, but he did it.
He's very aloof which is why it's hard to get close to him and flirt a little. And also
he has a girlfriend and it's a big ??????? because idk he has all these female friends who hug him and hang out with him without the girlfriend. He also went to an all boys high school. And it has me thinking if she's just a beard but he took her to a wedding and stuff. And he just doesn't seem like a person who would be in a relationship especially since he's so quiet and boring like how would that work tbh
So one time when we were brainstorming again a teammate made a joke and I laughed and I wanted to see if he did, and he was already looking at me from the side. And it was so awkward when our eyes met. Then I heard him sigh "ayayay" like ?????
There's a lot of times when I'd catch him looking at me and it got awkward. Like yesterday in the bathroom when I was on the way out, he was entering. And I was already looking at him, but he glanced at me for like 0.01 seconds then he avoided my eyes and looked past me. We simply can't acknowledge each other, not even a "hey" or a smile. And he can't say my name. He just approaches me and waits until I notice him before he tells me what he has to say.
So are those signs or anything
I know these are shallow stuff. But it's so confusing, this is the worse I've had it with anyone. I don't know if they're signs, especially since he has a girlfriend
**** this **** I want him
he's just so perfect and he has great taste in music and he sings like holy **** we could be Alex & Sierra
hahahaha
But if it ever happens I'm concerned if it would work because he'd be the quiet one and that sucks because I AM the quiet one and he's so aloof and keeps to himself a lot
He looks good though. Good taste 
But if you're exposed work will be awkward-as-F.