When I went to the bar to get some more drink, I saw this REALLY CUTE GUY. Like SO CUTE. I had already been served yet I kept staring at him, then he was like "Oh can I get you something" and I was like "sorry, no no I've been served". Then I went up again, hoping he would serve me and some other guy served me ffs.
So I couldn't help but stare at this guy again and once again he asked if I had been served and I was like "yeah". This happened one more time after too.
While I was standing next to my table moving slightly, he was walking past to collect glasses and we looked at each other. Inside I was like OMG PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE A MOVE, SAY SOMETHING TO ME. DO SOMETHING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE GAY. PLEASE JUST DO SOMETHING. But nothing.
Every time he walked past me, I looked at him, I'm sure he knew I was interested in him, I looked like a creepy stalker, so he must have known. I didn't even get his name and I left without interaction. SO UPSET ABOUT THAT.
I opened Grindr and Tinder as soon as I got out of the building, but nothing.

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Why does life hate me?