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Originally posted by fortheloveofmusic
Hol' Up
Ain't you supposed to be gone?
At least when I said I was leaving, I left for 2 weeks. You wasn't even gone for 2 days  |
I was gone a whole week. When I requested my ban (which is something I normally wouldn't do and won't do in the future) I wasn't in my right mind. At the time, I had just gotten cussed out by my uncle and I literally felt like my dad's whole side of the family was coming down on me calling me a murderer and basically saying I wasn't ****. I actually had a panic attack the same night I requested the ban. I felt like the world was out to get me and I basically felt like dying. It was an impulse decision and was me closing myself off from the outside world.
Only reason I'm back is, like I said, because I'm at a very dark period in my life and I felt like I needed an outlet to vent without feeling like I'm judged and for a very few certain people.
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