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Discussion: Archived: Random Thoughts (#1)
Member Since: 5/23/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
Sorry girls. I had to let these tears run dry.
He told me in front of his friends and my friends that I was a pathetic loser, worthless, a sad excuse of a human being, I'm not going to make it in life, and that I will never live up to my parents expectations.
I wanted to punch him so bad, but I resisted the temptation. He also told all his friends that I'm probably just a ****** who goes sucking off all my friends (not true at all, the ****** part is though). What does that ****er know about my life? Nothing.
What if he knows? I'm so scared.
I felt so embarrassed, ashamed, I just wanted to fall and die right there and then. I felt like my insides were about to explode.
They all LAUGHED at me. LAUGHED!
I just ran away.
My night was spoiled. I have never been embarrassed like this. Especially, by my own brother. My own blood. I thought we were cool. I guess I was wrong.
They LAUGHED and MOCKED me.
UGH!
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Your brother excuse me for saying this was an ass. I know it might seem horrible but don't let that get you down sis. You have your whole life ahead of you unless he's a fortune teller or has been to the future. He doesn't know what you can and will become. Like kisuke said you need to talk to him in private about it. But make sure to be strong about it so there won't be a repeat of ****** situation. Ugh.
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
I love you girls and thank you for caring about me. Sometimes, I just feel so lonely. I don't know what I would do If I couldn't vent out my thoughts and feelings.
I feel miserable right now.
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We love ya too and don't feel miserable that's never good sis.
We're here for you despite being hundreds sometimes thousands of miles away.
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Member Since: 5/7/2009
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Originally posted by Radio Phone
I can't at kisuke sounding like a regular person for a moment and not like kisuke
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i am one of the nicest people you could be around
except if you stan for the goat and the meat machine
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Member Since: 6/15/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
Sorry girls. I had to let these tears run dry.
He told me in front of his friends and my friends that I was a pathetic loser, worthless, a sad excuse of a human being, I'm not going to make it in life, and that I will never live up to my parents expectations.
I wanted to punch him so bad, but I resisted the temptation. He also told all his friends that I'm probably just a ****** who goes sucking off all my friends (not true at all, the ****** part is though). What does that ****er know about my life? Nothing.
What if he knows? I'm so scared.
I felt so embarrassed, ashamed, I just wanted to fall and die right there and then. I felt like my insides were about to explode.
They all LAUGHED at me. LAUGHED!
I just ran away.
My night was spoiled. I have never been embarrassed like this. Especially, by my own brother. My own blood. I thought we were cool. I guess I was wrong.
They LAUGHED and MOCKED me.
UGH!
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OMG that is so cruel!
But don't let such ignorant statements get to you boo! you said it, he knows nothing about your life. You're in charge of your future and nothing he can do or say will change that!
I hope you're feeling better now that you've shared and if your friends laughed with him then you might want to have a talk with them, it's your call of course.
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I love: Man Down, Complicated, and What's My Name. The rest are okay.
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Member Since: 5/14/2009
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Originally posted by kisuke
wow thats horrible
however you shouldn't really take what your brothers friends said to heavy you dont need them and they wont be paying your bills later anyway.
you might want to confront your brother in private later since as mean and stupid as he was. he is gonna be your brother for the rest of your life  |
OMG Suke,you have a heart 
Anywho, Prophy it'll be ok. Depending on tha bond you and your brother have,it will either fade off fast or hit you every so often. Me and my brother got into a heated argument once and he called me all types of gay asses and such,and our bond was strong as **** at tha time. It bothered me a little bit until i remembered that im tha one he comes to when he needs help with anything as far as a computer etc is involved. Keep your head up man,i know it hurts being that it came from your brother of all people but it'll get better
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by XoEarlyMorningoX
Your brother excuse me for saying this was an ass. I know it might seem horrible but don't let that get you down sis. You have your whole life ahead of you unless he's a fortune teller or has been to the future. He doesn't know what you can and will become. Like kisuke said you need to talk to him in private about it. But make sure to be strong about it so there won't be a repeat of ****** situation. Ugh.
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We love ya too and don't feel miserable that's never good sis.
We're here for you despite being hundreds sometimes thousands of miles away.
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He's an asshole that probably hasn't been laid in a while. This caught me way off guard. I was having such an amazing day. I will not talk to him. He can go in a ditch or something.
I'm just worried right now. What if he knows? How would he know? All these questions are racing through my head.
I love you so much. Even if we really just know each other from this forum. I feel a connection with you girls that I don't feel anywhere else.
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Member Since: 11/2/2009
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
Sorry girls. I had to let these tears run dry.
He told me in front of his friends and my friends that I was a pathetic loser, worthless, a sad excuse of a human being, I'm not going to make it in life, and that I will never live up to my parents expectations.
I wanted to punch him so bad, but I resisted the temptation. He also told all his friends that I'm probably just a ****** who goes sucking off all my friends (not true at all, the ****** part is though). What does that ****er know about my life? Nothing.
What if he knows? I'm so scared.
I felt so embarrassed, ashamed, I just wanted to fall and die right there and then. I felt like my insides were about to explode.
They all LAUGHED at me. LAUGHED!
I just ran away.
My night was spoiled. I have never been embarrassed like this. Especially, by my own brother. My own blood. I thought we were cool. I guess I was wrong.
They LAUGHED and MOCKED me.
UGH!
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Don't let it get to you any longer.
Something must be wrong with him for him to do that to his own brother.
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Member Since: 5/7/2009
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Originally posted by iLays
That happens to me all tha time too Suke. Everytime i post it gives me that stupid error ****
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rihanna must have sold that server to them for 99 cents
i kid i kid 
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Member Since: 8/12/2007
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Kisuke showing emotion???? WHAT?!
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Originally posted by kisuke
i am one of the nicest people you could be around
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Member Since: 3/21/2010
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me and prophet have so mich in common.  im sorry buddy
and omg it pisses me off when ppl do stupid stuff like that!!
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Member Since: 11/2/2009
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Originally posted by Radio Phone
I can't at kisuke sounding like a regular person for a moment and not like kisuke
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I know right.
It threw me off guard.
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It's so strange because IASF is still so fresh to me... 
I'm ADDICTED to this album and have been for the past 2 yrs.
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Member Since: 8/23/2010
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Originally posted by TheMusicProphet
Yea, if my parents ever found out. I think they would disown me. Only one of my friends was with me. He was like in shock and didn't say anything.
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That's cool that your friend didn't laugh.Well look at the bright side, at least now you know that your brother isn't trust worthy, and you won't ever turn to him to confess yourself and your sexual orientation. It avoids you a lot of pain in the future.
And kisuke is totally right, you shouldn't let him get to you that way, because one night ruined today, then a week tomorrow and so on, he might ruin your life.
Something you totally should do though, it's to let him know that he acted like a dick and you completely lost all rspect for him. He's your brother and his duty should be to protect you not to put you down.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by YoYo
OMG that is so cruel!
But don't let such ignorant statements get to you boo! you said it, he knows nothing about your life. You're in charge of your future and nothing he can do or say will change that!
I hope you're feeling better now that you've shared and if your friends laughed with him then you might want to have a talk with them, it's your call of course. |
Ugh, I know I shouldn't let them get to me, but sometimes they really do. Everyone in my family expects So much out of me. Sometimes, the pressures are just too much to handle.
It was only one friend, and he didn't mumble a word, but if he did I would knock him out the next day.
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Originally posted by iLays
OMG Suke,you have a heart
Anywho, Prophy it'll be ok. Depending on tha bond you and your brother have,it will either fade off fast or hit you every so often. Me and my brother got into a heated argument once and he called me all types of gay asses and such,and our bond was strong as **** at tha time. It bothered me a little bit until i remembered that im tha one he comes to when he needs help with anything as far as a computer etc is involved. Keep your head up man,i know it hurts being that it came from your brother of all people but it'll get better |
Kisuke is amazing. Really nice, cool, funny and actually has conversations with me. <3
See, me and my brother have never fought or anything really. This is very shocking to me.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by BnPac
That's cool that your friend didn't laugh.Well look at the bright side, at least now you know that your brother isn't trust worthy, and you won't ever turn to him to confess yourself and your sexual orientation. It avoids you a lot of pain in the future.
And kisuke is totally right, you shouldn't let him get to you that way, because one night ruined today, then a week tomorrow and so on, he might ruin your life.
Something you totally should do though, it's to let him know that he acted like a dick and you completely lost all rspect for him. He's your brother and his duty should be to protect you not to put you down.
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He doesn't deserve a word from me anymore. I will let him know, though.
Luckily, no one saw me cry. It would have been worse if they did.
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Member Since: 12/13/2009
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Originally posted by Music
Don't let it get to you any longer.
Something must be wrong with him for him to do that to his own brother.
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I feel way better now.
Yeah, he was a monster. I never knew he could be this cruel. Live and learn I guess.
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Member Since: 8/22/2009
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I wanna ask you if you love me, but I dont wanna seem so weak.
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Oh rihanna.
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I honestly don't see the sensation anyone would get from hurting someone like that.
It's always puzzled me.
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Originally posted by Music
I know right.
It threw me off guard.
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For real. 
kisuke you suddenly abandoned your trademark nature of psychopathy and blunt wig snatching one-liners towards other artists and users and adopted a more considerate and thorough persona.
It was very un-kisuke like. A total  moment.
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