[Hobbes]

Previous Chapters

Chapter 1: The Crush Begins

So for the past two years I've had a crush on this guy who has always gone to school with me but we hadn't really known eachother at all up until sixth form. He ended up in two () classes with me and one of his other classes was in the room opposite my other class, in a building made up solely of those two rooms. Needless to say, I saw him very often, every day, and, to my surprise, started to develop feelings for him. I didn't really see it coming, because he was never anything special when I'd seen him around school in the years previously but puberty had done him wonders!

Anyway, we spoke every so often for a month or two, and I tried my hardest to conceal my feelings, which was difficult during class because we sat within eachother's view in the two classes we shared. One day we were moved up to an ICT Suite to work on a project and he leaned against one of the tables and his ass was resting perfectly on the edge. I swear I have never broken a sweat and had my heart rate increase so fast in my damn life holy ****.

The next time we were in class we had a break between the two hour slots and he got onto the table and lay down on his stomach so the curvature of his sweet cake was visible for me the class to see. Of course, no one else thought anything of it but I was sat there trying to contain myself from leaping up onto the table and mounting him there and then Since it was during the five minute break I made a quick exit out of the room and into the common room to speak to some of my friends to distract myself

Chapter 2: A Convienient Link

After a couple of weeks it was discovered that one of my crush's friends liked one of my friends, and both of our friendship groups were encouraging the two of them to go out, whilst teasing them a little bit too. As a result I ended up speaking to my crush more often, usually about our friends and finding out how his friend felt about my friend but tbh I didn't give a **** because I was too busy thinking about how much I wanted this guy. After about a month, my crush's friend decided to start messaging my friend, and both of our friend groups were becoming rather interested and engrossed in the unexpected relationship that blossomed between the two of them. For weeks following, I messaged my crush regarding our friends and got to know him fairly well.

A week later, I was sat in class by myself, (the others on my table were on a trip) so my crush invited me over to sit at his table. We got to talking about our lives and our backgrounds etc. He told me I sounded 'posh' and I explained that it was because my family are from a quiet little village in rural England, and I was quite determined to not let the city slang work its way into my vocabulary. We kept talking and ended up talking about real deep **** like my depression in 2011 and stuff.

The next time we spoke, we starting talking about music, and I mentioned how I produce my own songs and do the occasional remix. He told me that I should remix one of his favourite songs and wrote down the name of the song on a piece of paper. As soon as I got home I sniffed that piece of paper till I felt dizzy and got to work and finished the remix in a matter of hours it was really ****** but I was trying so hard to impress him anyhow he said the remix was great and I ended up doing another one

Chapter 3: Sexspeare (THIS IS WHERE IT GETS GOOD)

About a month later I turned up to English class 5 minutes early and my crush was there too I sat down to get my books out and he grabbed my chair and dragged it out (while I was still sat on it) to the middle of the room. He then proceeded to run his hands in circles across my chest and stomach and rub me whilst standing behind me moaning and **** I started to panic a tad when I started to feel myself react physically to the situation and to both my delight and dismay, he went on to sit on my rather excited lap and wiggle his phat cake on me good god it was the most intimate I had ever been with a guy so I savoured EVERY DAMN MOMENT anyway I played along with it and tried to disguise my joy by pretending to be weirded out and somewhat repulsed. To my relief, a few classmates had begun to come in, so he got up off of me and sat down at his table whilst I dragged my chair back to my table and tried to calm myself down

A couple of classes later he was leaning back on his chair and he pulled up his shirt to massage his stomach and lawd gawd was I aroused During the break between the two lessons he unzipped his trousers to re-arrange his junk and he was wearing tight boxer briefs and I got to see a rough idea of what was there

Chapter 4: What A Blow

Shortly after the events in Chapter 3 (go check it out if you haven't already) I discovered that my crush had recently gotten together with a girl Of course I began to question his sexuality immediately and the motives behind the events in Chapter 3 (seriously if you haven't read it what are you still doing here? GO! NOW!) My crush then made the mistake of retweeting his girlfriend on twitter so I got on that bitch's profile and followed her and found her instagram and followed her there too. I was not about to let her sweep in and get that D before me

About a week after I followed the bitch on instagram, she put up a photo of my crush wearing one of her dresses and heavy makeup (eyeliner, mascara, lipstick, eyebrow pencil, foundation, the LOT ) and the caption revealed that he had asked her to "do [his] makeup" This raised more questions in my head about which team he bats for so in a desperate attempt to find out and get to know him better I (don't judge me) asked him if he'd dress as a woman for my photography project He didn't reply to my message

A few weeks later we were in class and his table were having a conversation about their sexual experiences and it was revealed by someone else that my crush had recieved a Britney Jean in a cleaners' cupboard while he was in hospital Then during the 5 minute break, my crush went to the toilet, and didn't come back for about 10 minutes, by which time we had started reading our books in silence. He then walked in, slammed the door, and said " Sir, is it normal for your foreskin to shine ?" Like Needless to say I had a very strange image in my head for a good couple of daysminutes

Chapter 5: Asked Out...?

Shortly after, I was back in class and while I was unpacking my crush asked me whether or not I had been out clubbing or not, to which I answered no. He then went on to ask me if I wanted to go out clubbing with him that weekend (like holy ****ing **** what yes I want to go clubbing with you you hot slice ), so I said I'd have to check if I was available (as if I was going to openly pounce on the opportunity? Please!) So I went home and asked my mum if I could go out clubbing and she said NO so the next day I had to lie to my crush and say I was going away for the weekend so he didn't know I couldn't go because I wasn't ALLOWED to go I was SO close to getting that drunk D

A few weeks later my crush was gone for a week on a trip to ****ing BOSTON luckily some photos of him shirtless in his hotel room made it onto instagram which helped me through the difficult time When he got back we were in class and I sat by him again because the other people on my table weren't in, and we got to talking again and he mentioned that his birthday was in a few months, and that he'd love if I came along and "did [my] dj thing" like what YAS BITCH

More chapters comning soon

[Flavs97]

OMG please stop i cant with your story, its making me feel so alone


gosh i need a boyfriend

[Hobbes]

Originally posted by Flavs97

OMG please stop i cant with your story, its making me feel so alone


gosh i need a boyfriend

I'm sorry

Chapter 6 and 7 coming in a few days

[Flavs97]

I have a similar story but with a straight friend. The only difference is that there was no touching at all just some kind of flirting.

OMG the memories are coming back

[skwonderfactory]

Originally posted by Jae

Previous Chapters

Chapter 1: The Crush Begins

So for the past two years I've had a crush on this guy who has always gone to school with me but we hadn't really known eachother at all up until sixth form. He ended up in two () classes with me and one of his other classes was in the room opposite my other class, in a building made up solely of those two rooms. Needless to say, I saw him very often, every day, and, to my surprise, started to develop feelings for him. I didn't really see it coming, because he was never anything special when I'd seen him around school in the years previously but puberty had done him wonders!

Anyway, we spoke every so often for a month or two, and I tried my hardest to conceal my feelings, which was difficult during class because we sat within eachother's view in the two classes we shared. One day we were moved up to an ICT Suite to work on a project and he leaned against one of the tables and his ass was resting perfectly on the edge. I swear I have never broken a sweat and had my heart rate increase so fast in my damn life holy ****.

The next time we were in class we had a break between the two hour slots and he got onto the table and lay down on his stomach so the curvature of his sweet cake was visible for me the class to see. Of course, no one else thought anything of it but I was sat there trying to contain myself from leaping up onto the table and mounting him there and then Since it was during the five minute break I made a quick exit out of the room and into the common room to speak to some of my friends to distract myself

Chapter 2: A Convienient Link

After a couple of weeks it was discovered that one of my crush's friends liked one of my friends, and both of our friendship groups were encouraging the two of them to go out, whilst teasing them a little bit too. As a result I ended up speaking to my crush more often, usually about our friends and finding out how his friend felt about my friend but tbh I didn't give a **** because I was too busy thinking about how much I wanted this guy. After about a month, my crush's friend decided to start messaging my friend, and both of our friend groups were becoming rather interested and engrossed in the unexpected relationship that blossomed between the two of them. For weeks following, I messaged my crush regarding our friends and got to know him fairly well.

A week later, I was sat in class by myself, (the others on my table were on a trip) so my crush invited me over to sit at his table. We got to talking about our lives and our backgrounds etc. He told me I sounded 'posh' and I explained that it was because my family are from a quiet little village in rural England, and I was quite determined to not let the city slang work its way into my vocabulary. We kept talking and ended up talking about real deep **** like my depression in 2011 and stuff.

The next time we spoke, we starting talking about music, and I mentioned how I produce my own songs and do the occasional remix. He told me that I should remix one of his favourite songs and wrote down the name of the song on a piece of paper. As soon as I got home I sniffed that piece of paper till I felt dizzy and got to work and finished the remix in a matter of hours it was really ****** but I was trying so hard to impress him anyhow he said the remix was great and I ended up doing another one

Chapter 3: Sexspeare (THIS IS WHERE IT GETS GOOD)

About a month later I turned up to English class 5 minutes early and my crush was there too I sat down to get my books out and he grabbed my chair and dragged it out (while I was still sat on it) to the middle of the room. He then proceeded to run his hands in circles across my chest and stomach and rub me whilst standing behind me moaning and **** I started to panic a tad when I started to feel myself react physically to the situation and to both my delight and dismay, he went on to sit on my rather excited lap and wiggle his phat cake on me good god it was the most intimate I had ever been with a guy so I savoured EVERY DAMN MOMENT anyway I played along with it and tried to disguise my joy by pretending to be weirded out and somewhat repulsed. To my relief, a few classmates had begun to come in, so he got up off of me and sat down at his table whilst I dragged my chair back to my table and tried to calm myself down

A couple of classes later he was leaning back on his chair and he pulled up his shirt to massage his stomach and lawd gawd was I aroused During the break between the two lessons he unzipped his trousers to re-arrange his junk and he was wearing tight boxer briefs and I got to see a rough idea of what was there

Chapter 4: What A Blow

Shortly after the events in Chapter 3 (go check it out if you haven't already) I discovered that my crush had recently gotten together with a girl Of course I began to question his sexuality immediately and the motives behind the events in Chapter 3 (seriously if you haven't read it what are you still doing here? GO! NOW!) My crush then made the mistake of retweeting his girlfriend on twitter so I got on that bitch's profile and followed her and found her instagram and followed her there too. I was not about to let her sweep in and get that D before me

About a week after I followed the bitch on instagram, she put up a photo of my crush wearing one of her dresses and heavy makeup (eyeliner, mascara, lipstick, eyebrow pencil, foundation, the LOT ) and the caption revealed that he had asked her to "do [his] makeup" This raised more questions in my head about which team he bats for so in a desperate attempt to find out and get to know him better I (don't judge me) asked him if he'd dress as a woman for my photography project He didn't reply to my message

A few weeks later we were in class and his table were having a conversation about their sexual experiences and it was revealed by someone else that my crush had recieved a Britney Jean in a cleaners' cupboard while he was in hospital Then during the 5 minute break, my crush went to the toilet, and didn't come back for about 10 minutes, by which time we had started reading our books in silence. He then walked in, slammed the door, and said " Sir, is it normal for your foreskin to shine ?" Like Needless to say I had a very strange image in my head for a good couple of daysminutes

Chapter 5: Asked Out...?

Shortly after, I was back in class and while I was unpacking my crush asked me whether or not I had been out clubbing or not, to which I answered no. He then went on to ask me if I wanted to go out clubbing with him that weekend (like holy ****ing **** what yes I want to go clubbing with you you hot slice ), so I said I'd have to check if I was available (as if I was going to openly pounce on the opportunity? Please!) So I went home and asked my mum if I could go out clubbing and she said NO so the next day I had to lie to my crush and say I was going away for the weekend so he didn't know I couldn't go because I wasn't ALLOWED to go I was SO close to getting that drunk D

A few weeks later my crush was gone for a week on a trip to ****ing BOSTON luckily some photos of him shirtless in his hotel room made it onto instagram which helped me through the difficult time When he got back we were in class and I sat by him again because the other people on my table weren't in, and we got to talking again and he mentioned that his birthday was in a few months, and that he'd love if I came along and "did [my] dj thing" like what YAS BITCH

More chapters comning soon

Sis this is very interesting. Keep it up!

[Hobbes]

Originally posted by skwonderfactory

Sis this is very interesting. Keep it up!

[Victon]

my crush in denial invited me to beach with a girl with him... it didn't break my heart... i walked away after i introduced me to that girl.. i was like... meh.. i know my worth.. even if i love you so much.. i'll stop fighting, love isn't that hard to get.. if he wants me, he'll give his time and energy equally as i shared with him... idk what he wants but i know what i want... him not acting this fakeness ..

[Diarrhoea]

I was just read Chapter 3 and haven't read 4&5, what the actual hell

[Diarrhoea]

Chapter 4 though

If this ends up going nowhere I swear

[Golden]

I have a crush on Justin Bieber.
It's slowly tearing me apart.

[Hobbes]

Originally posted by hello_world

I was just read Chapter 3 and haven't read 4&5, what the actual hell

Chapters 3 & 4 are a damn mess

[ForeverNow90]

So there's this guy I met today at the drama club I'm part of and he is cute for the gawds and we actually had a great convo. I'm very guarded for the most part that's why people don't usually make an effort to get to know me, but cutie asked me questions and wanted to know more about my life etc. I don't think he's gay, but I will observe ha. He seems like an interesting person and he's 100% my type

I've been smiling ever since he walked me to my car. He's so nice I'll keep yall updated. Our next club meeting is on Monday

[Kool_Aid_King]

Wait Chapter 3

How? Why? Was he just joking around?

[Hobbes]

Originally posted by Kool_Aid_King

Wait Chapter 3

How? Why? Was he just joking around?

I guess so but lawd did I hit the jackpot

[hardbrit]

Originally posted by ForeverNow90

So there's this guy I met today at the drama club I'm part of and he is cute for the gawds and we actually had a great convo. I'm very guarded for the most part that's why people don't usually make an effort to get to know me, but cutie asked me questions and wanted to know more about my life etc. I don't think he's gay, but I will observe ha. He seems like an interesting person and he's 100% my type

I've been smiling ever since he walked me to my car. He's so nice I'll keep yall updated. Our next club meeting is on Monday

Um...that may be a sign

[Diarrhoea]

Originally posted by ForeverNow90

So there's this guy I met today at the drama club I'm part of and he is cute for the gawds and we actually had a great convo. I'm very guarded for the most part that's why people don't usually make an effort to get to know me, but cutie asked me questions and wanted to know more about my life etc. I don't think he's gay, but I will observe ha. He seems like an interesting person and he's 100% my type

I've been smiling ever since he walked me to my car. He's so nice I'll keep yall updated. Our next club meeting is on Monday

[Saint]

Originally posted by Jae

I guess so but lawd did I hit the jackpot

I hate you now

[Quiqui4eva]

Originally posted by ForeverNow90

So there's this guy I met today at the drama club I'm part of and he is cute for the gawds and we actually had a great convo. I'm very guarded for the most part that's why people don't usually make an effort to get to know me, but cutie asked me questions and wanted to know more about my life etc. I don't think he's gay, but I will observe ha. He seems like an interesting person and he's 100% my type

I've been smiling ever since he walked me to my car. He's so nice I'll keep yall updated. Our next club meeting is on Monday

Aww! I hope everything goes well

[AllEyesOnUz]

Originally posted by ForeverNow90

So there's this guy I met today at the drama club I'm part of and he is cute for the gawds and we actually had a great convo. I'm very guarded for the most part that's why people don't usually make an effort to get to know me, but cutie asked me questions and wanted to know more about my life etc. I don't think he's gay, but I will observe ha. He seems like an interesting person and he's 100% my type

I've been smiling ever since he walked me to my car. He's so nice I'll keep yall updated. Our next club meeting is on Monday

Location:South Africa

stay safe sis

[AllEyesOnUz]

Originally posted by Flame

I want to share my story as well.

CAUTION: THIS **** IS LONG. SORRY.

I had just graduated from high school and was in a whole new town. I was just looking to experience new things and all that kind of ****. I ended up downloading Grindr. I wasn't out to anyone and it was just something to try. I decided to meet a few people after getting used to it and stuff. I wasn't out and never really had any experiences with guys so yeah.

I ended up talking to this guy on there. I found out that he goes to the university that I was going to go to. (I ended up not going, but that's a whole different story.) I decided to just talk to him. He didn't have a picture or anything. He was just someone to really pass the time with. He was someone who just had something about him. He was articulate. He was funny. He liked the same music as me. It was just great.

We talked that whole summer. It was probably one of the deepest friendships I had with someone. He's way into the closet. Deeper than I am. (I actually use a face picture. ) He's in a fraternity. He's MASCULINE. He can't be gay. We live in the deep South. So his parents are homophobic. He just couldn't really come out to anyone. He basically just opened up to me. He told me about his eating disorder. He told me about his fears, his regrets, his future plans. It was just amazing.

Honestly, I am slightly attracted to him. Slightly not. He's cute, but I don't know. He has a beard though and it makes him so to me. It's mostly just his personality. He's the nicest guy that I have ever talked to. He cares so much. He cares so deep. It's just... something else when I talk to him.

ANYWAYS.... back to the story.

Once summer ends, he goes back to school. I end up staying here in this new town two hours from where I graduated and where he goes to school. At first, we would still talk. I would try seeing him when I went down to see my friends in college and some friends still in high school. He just wouldn't have it. One night, I got really drunk and messaged him on Facebook (we never added each other.) and he basically told me that I was a f***** and that he couldn't talk to me anymore. I was shocked. Oh, god. I was destroyed inside. I ended up deleting his number and promised myself that I wouldn't have anything to do with him anymore.

I ended up lying to myself though because ****. I thought about him all of the time. He and I were such good friends. I mean, we never really were together, but we talked all day. All night. We talked deep ****. It was just weird not doing that anymore. I was shocked. Shocked that he would choose his life that he HATES over talking to me. I don't know. It was just gross. I was so angry, but I was so hurt.

Anyways, it had been months since we had last talked. I didn't think I was going to hear from him again. I started getting some calls from a number that I didn't know. I answered, but no one said anything back to me. () I didn't think anything of it. Then they texted me a few days later. It didn't last anywhere once I told them I didn't know who it was. Then they messaged me one last time. Telling me that it was him. That he missed me and that he was sorry.

omg. I shouldn't have done it, but ****. I texted back with the SWIFTNESS. We have managed to rekindle our friendship. We've ended up snappchatting. Texting. Basically this whole summer has been the repeat of last summer. It's bad to say, but I never actually met him in person. Only because I was scared to do it one day and he would ***** out the other. It was embarrassing looking back. Anyways, I have a week where I am finally going to be alone in my apartment. So I think that we're actually going to meet. I am just like.. I don't have the words.

I am just so scared that the thing that happened last summer is going to happen again. I can't let that happen again. He actually told me that it probably will though. We were having one of our classic talks when he was drunk. He told me that he was probably going to disappear from my life. From everyone's life. Just move away. So he can be happy. So he can finally be who he wants to be. Honestly, I am okay with that. He is someone I care about. I want him to be happy more than anything. I want him to finally have the peace he ****ing deserves. He did tell me that he will never forget me. He said that I am the person he thinks about the most. He told me that he ended up crying that night because he just felt so bad about everything.

omg. It's just bleh. We are never going to be anything. Our lives just won't be able to let it happen. It sucks, but as is life. I just wish that it could.

omg