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Originally posted by Addicted
Mess at you wanting to fly back just to find some **** 
I know the feeling of jobs though, I'm trying to find a job for summer until college starts again in fall. At the moment i'm just doing weekend bar work, so my weekdays are just socializing but I need more money |
not only for a **** though...
Aruba is small.. the things to do are so limited, and things here are much more expensive...
not to mention, I am not out to my dad, so I need to keep things a little more on the downlow which takes a bit of energy and isn't fun for me...
Asking for permission to go places, and making sure I visit family otherwise I get nags is annoying.. and even though I love some family members, I don't get a long with my extended family that much because of their homophobic ways..
In the end, there are many reasons.. I miss my mom and brother.. and some parts of my family and some foods, but for the most part, it's the same old things here.. and I get bored of it fast..
In Canada I can be myself.. and have a nice group of friends.. the attractive guys are additions.. here, I guess I can find them, but they are tourists.. so they aren't here for a long time.. and I am not here to keep finding someone new all the time
anyways.. it's not all bad.. I have 2 good gay friends right now, and go out every weekend so far..
