As of yesterday I officially have a crush on a straight dude and I'm annoyed at myself. He's so good-looking, taller than me (never happens), goofy, confident and cool - he's like the perfect guy, but straight and has a girlfriend. That's one of the f-ing most annoying things about being gay, inability to differentiate between gay/straight and getting attracted to someone (who was being really friendly and I thought keen, but no

) you don't have a chance with.