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Originally posted by ManDown
I realize that this is less crush thread and more relationship thread worthy, but I'll share anyway.
My crush-turned-boyfriend came over last night to camp out in my backyard. I figured it would be more romantic than going to some filthy, crowded campground with dozens of annoying ass children. Anyway, this is the first time we've seen each other since 'making it official' last time. I was really excited, but nervous that he changed his mind or something (how silly am I?). We cuddled and watched a couple of movies. It was so adorable because he showed even more interest and assertiveness than last time, which I wasn't expecting. We briefly made out and I felt the most intense feeling inside of my body; I can't even describe it. It felt like my heart was literally on fire.
We went out to the tent, expecting to just crash immediately because I had been up for nearly 30 hours and he had been tired as well. We cuddled and talked a bit before dozing off. We fell asleep in each other's arms and holding hands, which was the sweetest thing ever. I woke up after 15 minutes or so and started brushing his cheek, and listened to the sound of his heart beating and steady breathing (this is starting to sound like a cheesy soccer mom erotica) for what felt like hours. He opened his eyes and stared into mine and said, "If you keep this up, I'm going to start humping you...", and I started cackling because it was so unexpected. So, naturally, I kept going. He pulled me so close to him, I could feel his heart beating against mine, and kissed me so deep and passionately; I felt that intense feeling inside of my chest again.
I'm sure you can fill in the blanks on the rest of it. But the whole time, I was almost the point of tears and kept thinking, "Wow, this is real... He's really here with me... He's really mine..." We ended up passing out with clothes scattered all over the tent, and the temperate dropped to about 45 degrees outside so it was really ****ing cold. But we held each other all night, and it was magical.
This morning, we went to breakfast together and he revealed some really deep, personal things about himself that I never knew or expected. He opened up to me in ways that I couldn't believe, and it was in that moment that I realized that I didn't want to lose him; ever. I don't care what happens or what it takes, I could see myself being with him for a really long time, if not forever. I've never felt this way about somebody before, and I've been in relationships before. I'm feeling things I never imagined I could feel. I'm such a mess, but I love it.  |
I seriously hate you!
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I didn't expect it.
